Which Luz?

I am

- That's cool tho - Lila said while they were going to the party.

- So we are going to lie to her a whole year? - Aksed Ray.

- Yeah. - Answered Lila. - We are doing this only for fun

- Yeah, and what when people at school see her like that?

- We gonna tell them what we did.

- WHAT?

- People we know are not bitches and they don't care about Luz.

- What about people who are bitches?

- Why would Luz belive them?

Amber poused for a second.

- You are right... - Amber admit.

- You see. Now stop worring and let's have some fun tunight!

- Okay, fine.

They entered the party.

***

It is 3 am. Lila is coming back to home.

- And where have you been? - Asked her mother with cigatter in her mouth.

- Somewhere where you are not... - Said Lila more for her self than for Jane.

- What did you say? - Asked Jane who heard Lila.

- SOMEWHERE WHERE YOU ARE NOT! - Lila yelled at her.

TW: ABUSE

Jane startrted hiting Lila.

Lila wasn't trying to fight back, she was used to this.

- Now go to your fucking room and never show your ugly face to my eyes!

TW ABUSE ENDS
TW BLOOD

Lila goes to the bathroom to wash the blood of her body

She hated Jane.

She hated how Jane makes her feel.

That's why she never wanted to feel weak again.

Others should feel weak not her.

- Ouch... i hate you bitch. - Said Lila quietly.

Lila got to her bad.

TW DRUGS

Her morher was rich drugs dealer. People don't knew that she is a dealer of course, they think she is a respectable citizen.

TW DRUGS ENDS

They don't know how she got rich because no one ever askes. Which she hates. If someone cared enough to ask Jane would be alrady in jail.

-Fuck! - She couldn't stop bleeding.

TW BLOOD ENDS

Ugh. She hated Jane so much. She didn't even called that bitch a mother because she don't deserve to be called that.

- GO TO YOUR FUCKING ROOM BITCH AND STOP WASTING THE WATER I PAY! - Jane yelled.

Lila went to her room and says nothing.

- It's going to be very interesting when we got Luz into our group - Said Lila for her self.

- Again it's gonna be really weird after we bullied her but who cares...

- I should go to sleep. I have to wake up early.

She was at school.

- Hey Luzer how you feel today- Lila asked.

- Why you want to know? - Luz asked.

- I just wanted to start conversation but okay if you want me to make fun of you first. - Lila said laughing.

Luz stayed quiet.

- You know, i have never seen person who got a D from fucking Biology, tell me how can you be so stupid?

Luz continue walking.

- Is there some magical potion from your books that you drinks and it makes you stupid?

- How can you be so dumb - Lila aksed Luz.

- How can you be so dumb _ Jane asked Lila.

Luz started crying.

Lila started crying.

Don't be such a crybaby Luzer - Lila said laughing.

Don't be such a cry baby bitch - Jane said laughing.

- Where am i? - Lila aksed

- You are in room full of your insecurities. - Said a voice.

- What? - Lila asked confused.

It was room full of mirrors.

- I'm not insecure about my look! - Lila said.

- But you are insecure about who you are. - Said the voice.

- NO I'M NOT! - Lila yelled.

- Tell me... Who you are? - The voice asked.

- I am....

TW ABUSE MENTION

- You are dumb teen girl who read fantacy to escape reality. You are the crybaby who pretend she is something more. You are abused little girl who lies to others that she is fine.

TW ENDS

Lila was crying.

What voice said was in fact true.

- Now tell me. Are you ashamed of who you are now that you know who you are?

Lila didn't answered.

- TELL ME LILA! - Voice become more agresive.

Lila still wasn't talking.

- SAY IT.

- I am! You are right! LEAVE ME ALONE NOW!

- You are what?

- I AM ASHAMED OF MY SELF.

-I AM

-I AM

-I AM

- NOW GO FUCKING AWAY!

- I will go but you will always stay with your self.

Lila woke up.

She was crying and shaking.

It was morning.

Her phone was ringing.

Amber was calling.

- Why are you calling? - Lila asked

- Luz is getting out of the hospital - Said Amber

A/N: Last two parts and this one are about Rays, Ambers and Lilas lifes so y'all can see reasons ( not excuse)for why are they the way they are. Hope y'all likes story for now.

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