Which Luz?

Lo siento

Amity showed Luz one thick brick wall.
In front of the wall was a tree.

- Come on Luz. - Said Amity climbing on the wall.

Liz climbed up.

It was beautiful up there.

- Now tell me. Are you really happy?

- Yeah... i guess. I am happy when i am with my frienda

- And when you and your friends hurts others.... are you happy then?

- Why are asking thouse stupid questions?

- Because i was you. A little miss perfect.

Luz heard that nick name. That's how people call her.

- But i wasnt so perfect. I felt insecure. I was sad. I used to hurt people because of people i called friends. I wasn't happy.

- I'm nothing like you!

- We are just talking Luz, i swear i wont tell anybody. You can tell me the truth.

- Fine.... I'm like you....

- You know why am i not like that anymore?

- Why?

- I met optimistic, energic, positive, happy girl, who would always see the bast in people.

Luz stayed quiet.

- And she saw the best in me.... The girl was you. And now it's my turn to be you.

- Ok... you can try...

- I know she is still there.

- Well she is forgotten now...

- Everything forgotten can be remembered.

- Even memories you don't like?

- Yeah... What's that memory for you?

- First you!

- Okay... well....

- I was with my mom. I remember her being mad, but i donxt know why. I was holding test in my hand... And... she was mad because i've got a B. She told me something and i started crying. She told me.... i should die.... i run to my room and i was yelling at my self....

Silent.

- I'm sorry because of that Amity...

- Yeah... Now your turn.

- Ok.... well my dad died.... there was ambulance.... and i was standing inside my house.... i don't know what happend before he died.... but i was holding dice.... d20..... we were playing Dnd... Dungeons & Dragons.... and he got a heart attack.... And mom called help... i was just there.... standing... i couldn't do anything.... Mom and i spand a night in hospital... we wearn't sleeping... the first night i haven't sleep.... And in morning 7:45 they told us he died.....

Silent.

Luz was crying she dodn't even rilaze it.

- Luz i-

- I know you are sorry but no needs to. It was long ago... i just forgot everything about that night...

- What is dnd?

- Some roleplay game... i haven't pleyed it since that night...

- Oh... That's....

- I know sad... but you don't have to worry. It is not importent now.

- You see there is still some old Luz here. You still hide your pain and pretend you are fine, when you are not.

- What are you talking about?

- You think i can't see....? You always do that... hide your pain so no one would worry about you.

- Well that's truth....

- I know... and it is fine.... You can tell me everything thats hard for you to keep to yourself. I promiese i won't tell anybody...

- I don't have to say anything....

- Okay so how was your day?

- Well i went to pick up some mushrooms for my mom and i appeared in some strange world where everyone is trying to tell me my friends lie to me.... pretty normal you knew.

- Haha.... Well i'm so happy you are baxk even without your memories, you are still Luz.

- You said that eleven times.

- Yes i did.

- Ans how was youe day?

- Too much...

- Why?

- Well my gf lost memories and someone told her lie about her, and ahe is acting like old me now. And i can't do anything about it....

- Well i can't say i can't belive your story about me helping you but we will se wahts truth in few days...

- What do you mean? How?

- When i lost memories doctor told me it will come back after a year. It is almost a year since that happened.

- That's good...

- But i don't want that now...

- Why?

- I am scared

- You are scared from what?

- If you are telling the truth i'am losing my best friends...

- You don't have to lose them. You will just be a girl who love fantasy and thous animes and weird games...

- You don't know tham.... If that was me they would make fun of me...

Amity realize.

- You are scared if that is was really you they would make fun of you?

TW: BULLINING MENTION

- No... I... just... UGH! - Luz was speechless. She know her friends would bully her if she was like that. She just know that. But she didn't want to accept that.

- Or you are scared you was bullied?

TW ENDS

- I....

- It is ok Luz... i'm here for you...

- GET OF ME! LEAVE ME ALONE! WHY ARE YOU EVEN HERE?

- You told me your friends would bully you... i was just talking to you...

Luz started crying.

- Lo siento...

- Yeah i have no idea what yoz said...

- I don't want you to know.

- Ok...

Amity was sure that Luz cursed at her but in reality Luz couldn't say i'm sorry to someone.

- Wanna go to the carnival with me?

- Yeah sure... Why not.

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