I Wish

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I wish
So I can escape who I really am
The thought of opening up scares me
But I does it like it's the back of my hand
I wish to be her
But everyone else says I'm perfect the way I am
Thing is I am so scared for everything
And that everything is talking to people and meeting new people
I always wonder what does she have that I don't?
Now I know
I AM NOT HER!
Hopefully this will not consume me & I will not lose sight of who I really am
Maybe one day I will love myself for who I am
And learn not to hate myself
One day I wish to find myself once again
Because I will lose sight of myself right now and I will give up
I wish now to be me
Hopefully I can be me again
And with the confindence I have gained in myself
I wish

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