Slowly 8r8king Down (trigger warning: cutting, thoughts of suicide)

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Terezi: meet your best friend, the blade


You pick up the small silver blade, running it across your skin as a painter would a brush on a canvas. Sometimes pain is only way to cure, well, pain. You clean up the mess quickly, so nobody like karkat or dave sees. 


Something out of the corner of your eye catches you, what you may ask? Your noose. How lovely it would look wrapped tightly around your neck, stealing your final breath for its own. They'd find the note and they'd be fine without you, right?


You slam your blade down in frustration, you don't understand what the fuck to do in this situation. Your scourge sister is dead, all that's to you, Karkats all shouty and loud, you and dave recently went through a messy breakup and gamzee... Gamzee doesn't care. You take a look in the mirror, lifting up your shirt to reveal a frail, thin body. To you, all you saw was a failure. You had matted hair, your ribs poked out, your smile was hideous and everything about you was horrible. How come he didn't understand that you're just one big failure!?


Who's he you may ask? Karkat vantas of course! That kids got it bad for you, but you just can't see why! You slip on your candy red dragon cape and head out to meet with the others. Aradia and sollux seem to be cuddling, bluh, relationships. 


You spy roses flask, one sip can't hurt, right...? Right? 


Terezi: take more than one sip

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⏰ Last updated: Apr 30, 2015 ⏰

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