on this snowy Mountain we die together

Its been a few weeks since the married couple had left for theyr holiday. They didn't take theyr children with them. Since the kids decided they want to stay with theyr grandparents. And dazai and chuuya had decided to bring dazais younger brother with them

"today's a beautiful day to go down the hill again! Don't ya think guys?" fyodor shouted happily(idfk how old actually fyodor is-... I forget stuff easily- and like. In this au(my au) fyodor is younger than dazai 7-8 years- bc why not?..)

"sure it is! Dam yesterday was such a horrible day!! The day was so horrible that not even a double suicide would be a good idea to do... But today's a perfect day!" dazai shouted too making his lover laugh a bit

"your both very energetic today.. Did you both get a great sleep today?" chuuya asked to two boy's

"Nikolai said he will let me get a hamster finally! He said no hamsters after Mr. Melvin ate half of his hair-" fyodor spoke

"i still have photos of him without half of his hair" dazai spoke

"now shut up you two and lets go" chuuya started to drag them out

Everyone was going down the hill when they got a notification(somehow) that a huge storm will come soon. Everyone left. Fyodor was left too but dazai and chuuya said they still want to go down the hill a few more times and then they will come back untill the storm doesn't start

It was a mistake...

Dazai and chuuya were having so much fun that they have forgotten about the storm.

They were both on the hill when i huge storm came. They couldn't see anything so they quickly held onto each other so they wouldn't lose one another

"fuck!" dazai shouted

"w-we should try to find the way b-back!.." chuuya yelled while looking around and not letting dazai go

"we should try to find some safe place to hide! Because the hotel is very far away and we might get lost while trying to find it!" dazai shouts

Dazai and chuuya had been walking for hours. Knowing theyr completely lost and both knew they wouldn't make it alive. But they still tried having a tiny bit of hope

Chuuya fell against the tree." o-osamu!.. Go without me... I can't take it anymore.. Im freezing and i can't feel my legs anymore.." chuuya spoke softly. Shivering form the cold

"no. Im not leaving you alone.." dazai spoke as he lays down and pulls chuuya closely to himself "we should try to keep each other warm... At least somehow in this way..." dazai spoke as he covers themselves in snow. Hoping it would make them at least warmer

"i love you, osamu.." chuuya spoke as he clings into dazai

"i love you too,chuuya....don't worry... We'll make it out.." dazai said as he kisses chuuyas forehead

It's been a few mins. Dazai and chuuya were speaking about theyr memories they loved the most. Remember every little second they have spended with each other. And theyr two beautiful children

The couple knew very well they won't survive but it didn't stop them from having a bit of hope that theyr friends and dazais little brother were out trying to look for them. The couple really hoped that they'll be saved.

Both sharing as much warmth as they could with each other. Dazai and chuuya imagined how they children are waiting for theyr parents to come back. Waiting for them to come back to give them a very big hug with many many love. But the couple will never see theyr children again. Won't witness how they grow up. Start elementary school then middle school.. How they go on they first date.. Get theyr first job... Get married and have a family... They won't witness any of it

Chuuya was shivering from the cold "i love you osamu... I always had.. And will always do.." chuuya said again as he looks up at his husband with teary eyes

"i love you too, my dear... I loved you since the day i layed my eyes on you... And i will always love you till i fell deep asleep..." chuuya smiles at the words.

They share theyr very last kiss. Remembering theyr first

11 years ago

It was a summers night. It was a festival and dazai has made a surprise for chuuya. It was so special. Dazao had been planning it for weeks for it to be special
"don't worry osamu. Chuuya will like it" dazai said to himself

"like what?" chuuya asked

"o-oh nothing... Also chuuya! The fireworks iwll start soon! Come here!" dazai shouted as he started to drag chuuya somewhere

"o-oi! Where the f-ck are you taking me!?" chuuya asked

"right here." dazai spoke as he shows chuuya the surprise he planned for weeks.

"oh my.." chuuya was amazed. It was a simple but a very beautiful decorated place.

It was on a small hill that was surrounded by trees. Dazai had setted up a lil picnic and at the view that you could clearly see the fireworks

"do you.. Like it?.." dazai asked nervously. Scared for the answer

"its.. It's amazing!! Did you do this all by yourself?" chuuya asked. He was truly amazed

Dazai sighed in relieve "everything you see here was made by me, chuuya.." dazai said

"osa-chan is truly amazing~" chuuya spoke makong dazai blush and smile

"well come here.. The fireworks will start soon"

A few minutes had passed and the firework show was started. It was beautiful. Every shape fireworks. Every colar and all

"wow..." chuuya was looking at the fireworks

But dazai wasn't. Instead he was looking at chuuyas eyes "so beautiful.... Chuuyas eyes shine like the ocean... Its making him look so pretty... What kind of creature are you chuuya?.. No other human is this pretty!... Your ginger hair... From the fireworks it looks like its glowing.... God this beauty will kill me... "dazai though to himself

" well its time!"dazai mumbles" chuuya. "dazai spoke

"yes?" chuuya answered

Dazai was speechless when the smaller male looked at him

"osa-chan~?... You okay?.." chuuya asked

"god...you will kill me by just looking this beautiful..."dazai whispered

" what-?? "chuuya looked shocked. But he couldn't react anymore because all he could think right now was dazai. Dazai has pulled chuuya into a kiss. The kiss was sweet and filled with a lot of love. Both kissing each other with so much love they had forgotten how to breath. Then they pulled away

"will you... Be my boyfriend... Chuuya?...." dazai asked taking chuuyas both hand into his own

"of course I'll be..." chuuya answered. Dazai was so happy that he just pulled chuuya into another kiss

It was a beautiful memory that the both shared

Taking in theyr last breath and letting it out. Theyr bodies slowly losing the warmth as the both bodies start to freeze more but still holding onto each other not letting each other go nor for secon

Finished writing: 3:24

The writer: crying theyr eyes out

Words: 1198