The love of two supersoldiers|| Bucky x steve x OC

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Amelia's pov
I hang up the phone ignoring the protests and down the drink I just bought. I need to let loose and not think about anything. I'm not even sure why I called him. He and Steve are the root of all my problems and pain. I buy another drink and I hear "AMELIA!" I look and see two pissed off supersoldiers. Whatever they don't get ta be mad.

Bucky says "stay right there" but I walk fast and drink. Hard feat. "Amelia put that drink down now or so help me god!" Bucky continues and give them the finger and finish it and order another one chugging it as well. I'm grabbed and tossed over a shoulder. Steve. I squirm "let me go!" Hitting his back. Woah he has a nice back. Not the time!

He holds me tighter "stop moving" he snaps and I snaps "no! Let me go! My car!" I escape and run to it. I get in and lock the door. Bucky glares "get out of the car right now amelia." I furrow my eyebrows turning on the radio to tune out both of them. "ITS GONNA BE ME! EVERY LITTLE THING I DO NEVER SEEMS ENOUGH FOR YOU! YOU DONT WANNA LOSE IT AGAIN! BUT IM NOT LIKE THEM! BABY WHEN YOU FINALLY GET TO LOVE SOMEBODY GUESS WHAT?! ITS GONNA BE ME!" I sing.

I turn on the car and they shout at me to get out and I peel off. They run after me making me giggle and speed up. But they keep up. Boo. I lose them eventually and head home. I get out the car and rush to my floor and tell JARVIS to lock it down.

"Too late for that doll" Bucky says. Shit. They both corner me my back against the wall. Bucky says "you could've gotten killed. What were you thinking?" I roll my eyes and he grabs my jaw "you're in deep shit already amelia. Do.not give me an attitude" my little space kicks and wants to come free but I bury it. Steve says "you were irresponsible. Not only did you go out and get drunk. But you were almost attacked and you got into a car and drove!" I roll my eyes again moving away from them "I'm not your problem or responsibility. Truly. And you don't get to stand there and scold me either or get possessive and protective. I'm not yours. I'm not your project that needs fixing. I'm not a toy to care for, put back together when it breaks and drop it like a bad habit when something new comes along."

They freeze and stare at me. Is that hurt? I tell them "what's going to happen is that I'm going to sleep. And you're going to continue with your new shiny thing. Whoever that may be. I don't care." But I do. All I want is to be theirs in every way that counts. It's all I've ever wanted. Since escaping the red room all I've been doing is surviving, and saving people. I never took a minute to want something for myself. I've always hidden who I am and what I am. My sisters know. They're the only ones I'd ever slip around. But that never lasted long. Then I met them. We were great friends. And somewhere along the way I found myself yearning for them. In every way.

As soon as I'd think we're good and on the same page, they'd bring around someone new. Everytime I break a little inside. So I let myself have them any way they'd let me even if I just ended up hurting. Which I did. I'm tired. Steve says "sweetheart..." I shake my head and head to my room where I grab clothes and change and I brush my teeth and head to sleep.

Buckys pov
We truly are losing her. I've never seen her look so...small and dejected before. She was just...tired. We never meant to make her feel like that. We were so caught up trying to move on and keep her safe and whatnot that we never noticed how she feels. It breaks my heart and I can see it breaks Steve's as well. I head into her room quietly to see tears dried on her face. Poor princess. I tuck her in tighter how she likes and gently kiss her head. "I'm sorry" I say to her. Steve kisses her head and apologizes as well. We head out but not before we leave her water and aspirin.

We head to our floor and I pour myself and Steve a drink. I sigh "we're losing her. In our attempts to keep her safe and away from our enemies...we're still losing her" Steve nods "what do we do?" "The only way she'll be safe is if we protect her. But not like how we've been trying to. None of these women out there will ever amount to our babygirl. And it's time we let her know that. She deserves better." I say. He sighs "what if it's too late? What if she truly wants nothing to do with us" I reply "then we beg. Make her see that we don't want to lose her. That losing her would kill us." Because it will.

Amelia is the first person besides Steve to treat me more than what hydra made me into. She's the first person to treat Steve like he's more than just a soldier. She's what we look forward to coming home to when we're away and separated. He nods and we go to bed but not before we tell Jarvis to let us know when she wakes up.