My Twin Niall Horan *being edited*

Chapter 5

My real parents had died when I was at the age of 14 they didn't have any other kids so I was the only one put into Forster care, I was in care for 6 months before I was taken in by a couple who couldn't have children and they died to last year, I was never given it easy and everything I have today I've worked my butt off for.

I was also a child who never spoke up when bad things happened I was the kid in the corner glasses on the bridge of my nose and a book always at arms reach.

The day I got my first boyfriend is one I regret most I was with Brett until my 18th birthday when I finally worked up the courage to breakup with him.

The reason I regret the relationship so much is because a year into it he stared to get mad and frustrated I knew he had bipolar but I never expected him to ever hit me I thought he loved me, but he still did and it usually calmed him so he never stopped, me always getting covered in bruises, I couldn't leave him because he had emotionally blackmailed me into staying with him.

When I found out I had leukaemia was when the reality of life hit me on the head not everything is how fairy tales say it is no body gets a happy ending, and now that the cancer has returned I have a less chance of surviving the treatment than before but Niall's always saying that I will pull through but I don't make broken promises.

I'm going to make the days before I start treatment last what seems a lifetime and hopefully they will make great memory.

I know I shouldn't be so negative but with the chances I have of surviving it's hard not to be.

I hold the staircase railing tight as I walk down the stairs nearly slipping a few times but once I reach the bottom I want to do a little dance but not having the energy so I walk to the lounge instead, just as I sat down someone came bounding through the door.

"Jassabelle?" A voice yells and my hands fly to my head as pain hits.

"In here, please don't yell" I say in the weakest voice the person rushes around and sits next to me.

"Hello" louis smiles placing his arm around my shoulder, I'm forever grateful the smile I wished I had seen when we first meet had returned.

"Hey" I smile back

"So I was wondering what you were doing today?" He smiles a nervous smile which is the cutest thing ever, ever since we came back to London louis and I have become good friends me developing a little crush, but knowing I couldn't progress anything further than that because I may not survive the treatment.

"Nothing really was just going to stay home as I can't exactly walk to much" I weakly laugh not actually finding it funny.

"Hmm well how would you like to go get some food with me and we go to my place and watch a movie?" Louis asked looking me dead in the eye I smile brightly and nod my head.

"I would love to"

Louis helps me out to the car after helping me get In he quickly runs around to his side and jumps in acting like a rabbit on ecstasy, I laugh at the thought.

Arriving at his house we picked the movie a comedy never fails to succeed, I started to get cold and Louis noticed my constant shivers so he got up , walked over the the linen closet and pulled out a spare blanket acing it over us as he pulled me Into his incredibly warm body.