My Twin Niall Horan *being edited*

Chapter 34

Nialls pov

I didn't sleep that night despite how much the jetlag was getting to me I still didn't sleep I couldn't function without jaz here she was my rock the only thing of importance left to me are the twins the boys my family and yeh the boys here in Australia. I try to remember the last time I saw jaz the illuminate smile that never left her face her laugh when she saw the baby's do something cute or make a gurgle noise. sometime I forget what I'm doing and I'll open up my photo gallery in my phone and stare at the last ever photo me and jaz took and ever will take. its hard to picture her happy knowing how much pain she went through I just don't want to be the one to tell Louis.

Luke's pov

I never let Elliot out of my sights I had to have him with me he looks so much like her it's like a piece of her with me I don't know what to do anymore yeh I've known her for like 3 months but shes like family my bestfriend and it hurt when she was taken away just seeing her laying on the road lifeless not moving not

Flashback

Her scream rang through my ears as I un buckled my belt and turned around seeing a red faced Eliot and Luker screaming there lungs out I pulled them out of there seats and took them to the side of the road where jai, beau, mum and James were I passed them the twins just as the paramedics pulled jassabelle out of the car blood all over her body shattered glass sticking out of some places some of the paramedics came over to check if we were ok while I stood there in shock not being able to move seeing her lay there the blood pooling around her body I snapped out of it and ran over to her when a police officer stepped in front of me and held me back I yelled at him trying to get to her bit he still held me back tears streaming down my face I'm watching her die while I can't do anything I want to help I want to do so much but I can't.

End of flashback

The tears rolled down my cheeks as I remembered the memory I remembered before the crash se was yelling the lyrics to unconditionally her smile being so bright the way Elliot looked at his mum his little baby lips twitching up into a smile

Louis pov

I tried ringing Jassabelles phone one more time before Cassie came into the room see here's the pickle I don't really like Cassie I'm just using her to get over jassabelle I know it's wrong to use a women like this but I couldn't help it I fucked up with jassabelle I sighed hanging up and looking at Cassie placing a fake smile on my face when she came and sat on my lap, she kissed me on the lips then placed her head in the crook of my neck

"Cassie..." I sighed looking at her she lifted her head and looked me in the eyes

"I'm sorry I can't do this anymore, it was wrong for me to use you like this I did it because I was trying to get over jassabelle I'm sorry Cassie could you please leave!" I said not looking at her she huffed and got up stomping up to my room grabbing her bag and storming out of the apartment for once i didn't care. once the door slammed shut I turned back to my phone picking it up and trying to ring jassabelle again, same response her answering machine I just loaned to it over and over again.

Flashback

I picked her up and spun her around her squeals and laughter mixed together along with my laughter I placed her on the ground and put my hands firmly on her waist while her hands wrapped around my neck

"I love you" I wispered my forehead touching hers

"I love you too" she wispered back

My lips touched her firmly it wasn't like a makeout session it was just a kiss something so simple that meant so much

She pulled away giggling and ran off again I took off again trying to catch her.

End of flashback

Something so little that meant so much

Third person pov

Niall and Luke didn't know what to do they knew Louis was going to be heartbroken but what hurt him even much was the children because they reminded him of her.

Louis missed jassabelle he didn't know where zayn was same with Niall he would never in his life imagine jassabelle had died but she did he kept replaying her message tone over and over again not knowing that's the only time he'll hear her voice again he keeps imaging the past not knowing there the only memories he'll have left he just didn't know.

Ok guys sorry for the late update but here it is there is a huge twist later on but the book will end soon but any way love you babes