Eddie munson smut/oneshots

your safe princess

*no smut
*trigger warning talk of self harm

Eddie and I have been together for about four months now . It's been an amazing four months. He makes me feel so good about myself he treats me like a literal princess.

I guess that should be enough to keep me happy right? Well apparently not. I am in his room waiting for him to come home from school. I graduated last year so I stay back while he goes to school. He hates that he has to repeat another year but I'm proud of him regardless.

Looking at myself in the mirror I dont know what Eddie sees in me . My thighs are big , the scars on my arms and legs , I cant see anything but imperfection . I guess that's a bad quality about me though. No matter how happy I am I will always come back to this . Starring at myself in the mirror tears in my eyes. I dont deserve someone like Eddie.

I sit on the floor and cry into my arms I shouldn't be with him. He's to good to me . I dont deserve him . Not even a little bit.

Suddenly the trailer door opens and he calls for me

" I'm home princess God today was so long without you- hey what's wrong princess?" He asked with concern

" just why Eddie I don't deserve you your to good to me i-" I cried out not being able to stop .

" Hey what do you mean you don't deserve me princess ofcourse you do" he said pulling me into his arms

" Look at me Eddie you could do so much better I mean look at what's happening right now you should be able to come home and relax but instead your dealing with a sobbing partner who cant look at themselves in the mirror without having a breakdown " I sob into his chest

" princess look at me, there is nothing that I would rather do you have no idea how excited I am to come home to you " he giggled " I'm being serious though you are the only one I want and will ever want your imperfections are perfection to me you have no idea " he said looking into my eyes

" And these " he said lifting my arm to his mouth and began kissing the scars on my skin in between kisses he said

" You *kiss* are *kiss* absolutely *kiss* Beautiful *kiss* " I giggles and smile up at him .

He smiled back and wiped my tears he grabbed my thighs and placed me on his lap .

" Your perfect to me y/n " He said looking into my eyes I could tell he means it I just buried my face in his neck silently sobbing

" I love you y/n " He said that's the first time I've ever heard those words out of his mouth.

I sat up and looked at him in the eyes tears spilling out.

" I love you y/n for you and your imperfections your everything because I love you" he smiled as I nodded tears in his own eyes .

" I love you to Eddie " I smile leaning in to kiss his lips softly

" I really fucking love you " I smile kissing him harder he placed it hand on the back of my thighs and swiftly picked me up and moved me to the bed we knocked something off the little dresser we just laughed

" Your so beautiful " he spoke kissing down my neck

" I'm so lucky " he smiled up at me

All the sudden I felt a wave on self doubt and felt very insecure I started to cover myself up .

He smiled softly and leaned down to my face .

" Your safe with me princess you know this " he kissed the corner of my mouth .

" princess we've had sex before what's different?" He asked softly

" I- I dont know i just felt crazy self conscious all the sudden " I said finally saying something about it .

" What ever you uncomfortable with please let me know" he said getting off of me .

" Eddie I didn't say I wanted to stop I want to keep going I just felt comfortable to tell you that " I smile rolling on top of him

He smiled as I leaned in to his lips .

" I love you so much " I smile at the loving boy

" Say it again " he said seriously

" I love you " I said kissing his cheek

" One more time " he smiled

" Eddie I love you " I giggle

" I love you so much more then you could ever know "