I remember when I put myself first.
I knew I was at the top.
I didn't let little things affect me cuz I knew it would bring me low.
I was at a high level of confidence as it gave me hope that I wouldn't stoop so low cuz that might crush my goal.
Was a girl with prestige, A girl with minds and a girl with dignity.
I had to fight to be the best without retreating.
I always stopped to observe so that I wouldn't do anything silly.
But when I saw you my world stopped.
Didn't know why my heart beat was fast and my body became hot.
Was it love or intimidation?, So I thought.
Didn't really know what the feeling was.
I felt a feeling of confusion cuz I've never felt those emotions.
Then weeks passed by, there was a confession of affection.
I was on a comfortable zone.
I didn't do much things on my own cuz I was never alone.
You were always with me and that made me whole.
Our friends and family teased
Mr and Mrs they never ceased to say what made me pleased.
We would always stay under the moonlight to have our kiss and plan the number of our unborn kids.
I really fancied it and you knew it.
But now I know you faked it.
Sometimes I regret meeting you and everything that concerns it.
Because deep down you did it for your interest.
Has all the memories we shared bitten the dust?
What of the times you said you loved me
Wasn't it from your heart?.
You made mistakes and blamed it all on me.
You caused the fights and blamed it on me.
I didn't want to be harsh so that you wouldn't drift from me.
I always kept quiet to situations despite it hurting me.
I don't really blame you.
I let my guard down just because I loved you.
You behave fine when for a fact, someone's hurting because of you.
And it's sad that my pain doesn't affect you.
They asked where your beloved is and you be like "Who?".
I don't really blame you.
Do you listen to our songs?, Of what duration do you listen to em?.
You said you wouldn't be among the bad guys that broke my heart, now suddenly you're one of them.
What changed you?, I don't know.
Pain and loneliness is what I know
You were once gold so I was told.
My heart have just been pierced from what I have heard.
My heart has been pierced by the arrows from your bow.
