Secret obsession • Bakudeku story

Part 10

(Couldn't come up with a chapter name)
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Deku Pov

I was lying down on my back on the bed looking up at the ceiling when I heard a knock come from my bedroom door. I sat up on my bed looking at my mother who had just came into my room.

"Good morning mom", I said with a smile.

"Good morning son. Sorry, did I wake you?"

"Oh no not at all, I've been up since 7 this morning", I said.

I actually hadn't slept at all. I was thinking about everything that had happened. First Kacchan-I mean Katsuki tells me he likes me, we kiss, and now Todoroki is saying he likes me as well.

I love Todoroki, I really do just not in that way. At least I don't believe so. And plus I am dating Kacch- I mean Katsuki now. It's only been a few weeks since our first kiss, but we still haven't officially had a date. And I am not the type of person to ask for one.

"Well breakfast will be ready, pretty soon", my mom said before she left my room.

I was lost in my thoughts, I completely forgot she was even there. My mom has no idea about me and Kacch-I mean Katsuki. Still not use to calling him by his first name. I am just waiting for him to come out and tell me he is ready to let everyone know. Luckily, Todoroki respected my wishes and hasn't told anyone about it what so ever, at least that's what he says.

Todoroki Pov

It's been a few weeks. How come I am not over him yet-I know he doesn't feel the same way. But yet, I keep hoping that he breaks up with that damn bastard and gets with me.

But it is none of my business who Midoriya dates. As much as I hate to admit it, I must move on from my crush on Midoriya because it seems like he really likes Bakugo.

"Shoto", I heard my father yell outside my bedroom door in the halls.

"What is it", I asked iritated.

"I am leaving for a business trip and won't be back till the end of this month", I heard him say through the doors.

"Alright, is that all", I asked still a little frustrated.

"And son, I am really trying to be a better father to you and your siblings", I heard him say before I heard the front door close shut.

Pf, yeah right. I'll believe it when I see it. He can't just win me over. I have this scar because of him.

I started touching my scar, remembering what had happened that day. Just thinking about it makes my blood boil.

That reminds me, I need to visit my mother today.

Katsuki Pov

Last night I dreamt about Izuku. I imagined taking him out on a date. It was going really well, but then everyone in class 1a was there. They were all shocked pointing to us. Then I turned my head to see Deku but he was no longer by my side. He was crying in Todoroki's arms. Then Todoroki looked up at me and said "This is all your fault".

I am not ready to come out to everyone.
I want to be, I really do. I've been confident about every single thing I have done or said. Why now all of the sudden, everything changes? And if I can't come out to anyone, I shouldn't be with Deku. He is so considerate, generous and kind. You could say I have very strong feelings for him.

Deku is willing to hide our relationship even though I know he wants it to be known. Damnit I am such a jerk. I know he wants me to come out. And I know he is not the type of person to ask someone that. But still- I feel wrong about it. Everyday I see him at school, smiling with his friends, I can't help but want to kiss his stupid face in front of everyone but I am such a coward to do it. I am always tempted to look at him. I am crazy about him. Yet, I shouldn't take advantage of his kindness, so either I break up with him or come out asap. The coming out is probably better, though.

Kirishima Pov

Lately, Bakugo has been acting strange. Ever since that day in school when I told him Deku likes him. He always looks at Deku, as if he can't take his eyes off him. And ever time he sees Todoroki he tenses up. I wonder why. Is it because maybe Todoroki knows he likes Deku? Or something else? I feel like there has been some tension lately. And I wanna get to the bottom of this. Should I confront Bakugo? Fuck it, I am just gonna call Mina and Kamanari.

I pick up my phone and called them. We were on face time. I could see Kamanari with a yellow hoodie in his room. And Mina in a purple tank top.

"Hey guys. What's up with you Kirishima ", Mina asks.

"Yeah, why'd you call us", Kamanari asks.

"Well, it's about Bakugo-", I said but before I could continue on, I was interupted.

"We already know you like him. We ain't stupid", Mina says.

"Haha you owe me ten bucks, I told you he would tell us, Mina", Kamanari says.

"Shut the fuck up Pikachu ", Mina said.

"I thought I told you not to call me that"Kamanari said frustrated.

"I thought you said to call you that ", Mina said.

"GUYS-no that is not what I am talking about. Haven't you noticed he has been acting strange lately ", I asked them.

Nothing but silence came from their mouths.

"Nope", Mina said.

"I am sorry what was the question again", Kamanari asks.

"Am I the only one that pays attention ", I said frustrated.

"I can't speak for Kamanari, but I am a great listener", Mina said.

"Mhmm says the person, who can't even get a B in Aizawa's", Kamanari said.

"Fuck you. I wouldn't even be talking shit if I were you, when all you get is fucking straight D's", Mina said.

"It's also reasons why you're gay. Getting all them D's", Mina said.

I tried not to laugh but it was just too funny.

"Shut the fuck up, Mina", Kamanari says mad.

"You too, Kirishima ", he said.

"I didn't even say shit", I say putting my hands up in surrender still laughing.

"You gay ass motherfucker", Mina said still laughing.

"I haven't fucked any mothers", Kamanari said.

"I know. It's because you're gay, bitch", Mina said laughing even more then last time.