Secret obsession • Bakudeku story

The L word

Author's note
Sorry for the wait guys, I wasn't really feeling the story anymore. But now I am trying to finish this story since I haven't finished any of mine TvT
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Deku's Pov

(It's the night of the whole I love you)

Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I should've known he doesn't love me. What am I suppose to say to him now. Are we gonna take a break, again? What is gonna happen? Will he not want to be in this relationship anymore?

I had to put a pause to my thoughts as I was asked to do the dishes.

After doing the dishes, I threw myself on my bed just thinking of how I messed up.

Bakugo Pov

Once I got home, I went to my room and started throwing shit everywhere. The sound of the vase for my plant breaking.

My mom walked into my room , pissed. "What the hell, son", she said as she looked at the mess I had made.

"Shut up, old hag", I said as my voice cracked.

"What's wrong", she said crossing her arms.

"Nothing now leave me alone", I said clenching my hands.

"I am your mother, I'll never leave you alone. So tell me", she said.

"I don't want to talk, I just had a long night. So I think I am gonna go to bed", I fake yawned.

"I'm guessing it didn't go well at Midoriya's", she said.

"He told me he loved me", I said laying down on my bed holding my pillow tight.

"And you don't feel the same way", she asked.

"I don't know, I believe I do- I just don't know how to tell him", I said, then adding "Why do you care anyways, it's not your problem".

She bonks me in the head, "Your my son, anything that is your problem is my problem", she yelled.

I rub my head, "WHY DID YOU HAVE TO HIT ME", I yelled.

"So I could get the nonsense out of you", she said.

"So what do I do", I ask her.

"Tell him the truth, before it's too late", she said. "You know, I can't believe I am saying this, but you're right", I said.

I get my jacket and run down the stairs and out the door. I get into my car and head to Deku's house.

The lights are out in the whole house. But I know he isn't asleep. So I climb up to the roof and open the window to his room.

He was too distracted crying to even realize I was here. Then he sniffles and says "Oh, Bakugou.... w-what are you doing here", he says.

"I came here, because I am a fucking idiot. I should've said it, I should've said I love- but I couldn't. Damn it Deku, shit you always make me fucking nervous. When you look at me, with those eyes of admiration,I feel so helpless. And your smile takes my breath away every time. I guess what I am trying to say is, I was and am super confident in everything I do unless it comes to you. Because I know how much you look up to me, and I just don't want to let you down, Deku, but I do every. Fucking. Time.", I say putting my head on the wall.

I still have my head on the wall when I feel his arms around my waist. "You don't have to explain anything. I know how hard it is to express how you feel...explain to someone you love. I guess it was so easy for me since I have always sorta knew", he says.

His calm voice lures me. I turn around and pick him with a tight hug. "I don't know how to say the l word yet, but I know one day I will. That will be my goal for this year".

I put him down and was fixing to leave when he says "Can you stay, please. You make me feel safe".

I turn around a smile "Alright, dork, but I am taking the left side of the bed".

"That's fine with me", he says with the brightest smile.