"It was always you." (Michael afton x Fem Reader)

chapter five• "jealousy"

Michael afton x Fem reader
chapter 5

OKAY, so I just wanted to say there's gonna be a lot of POV's in this chapter and not just Y/ N's POV's but I won't be doing this as much since sometimes I have a hard time writing in other peoples POV's so enjoy, also not really a long chapter so sorry about that!

3rd person/narrator's POV:

It's been a couple days, well weeks since school started, Marissa, Chrissy and Ella weren't really a problem anymore, sure they would give you a bitchy look if all three of them walked by you and Lila but that was it.

You mostly hangout with Lila, Gabby, Jeremy, Marilou and Zack, you six are basically a friend group, Lila and Jeremy just started dating like literally a week ago and for you and Zack well friends of course, even if you two still had those moments and how Gabby and Marilou would just non stop tell you that's he wants to date you, your mindset was basically, 'if he wanted to, he would.' or whatever.

Don't get me wrong, you and Michael have also been getting closer too, hanging out in some classes you had together, even ditching some classes to go out for a smoke and still hanging out, fuck you've even went out with him and his group to do stupid shit at night, maybe the tension between you two is just building up now, but for Michael he thought different.

Michael's POV:
September 27th, 1983
12:37pm

I was playing with my apple, tossing it up and down as I sat with my group of friends and watch Y/N sitting with Zack and her little group of friends, Lila, Gabby, Jeremy and Marilou. Jeremy used to be a friend of mine until I got into the shit I'm in now, he's not big on all of the gang bang shit or whatever but honestly I couldn't care less at this point but I could tell you one thing, his family is just fucking loaded, lives on the rich side of hurricane I could say.

I watch Y/N as she laughed at Zack's stupid jokes, he liked her for sure. But sure I would be happy for Y/N if she got into a relationship, but the way she looked in his eyes weren't the same how she looked in mine at those countless nights we have laying on the roof top and at dinners when her and her mom would come over. I couldn't understand why but I just had this jealous feeling raging inside of me, it's almost like I wanted to be in Zack's place, every time they looked at each other all I could feel was jealousy.

But honestly I shouldn't even be feeling like this towards her, we just dont seem like the two who would date.

And it's not like I could tell her all of this, right? she can choose who she wants to date. No, I don't even like her that much do I? no, just a little crush you could say? But I don't want her dating Zack. Fuck I can't even think about them dating with out feeling a bit upset or with out feeling a little bit jealous

I snap out of my thoughts once I see Y/N look over at her and flash a smile, as I returned a smile too, her smile was beautiful. After that I felt a little more happier or whatever, cringe as it sounds, just the bare minimum she does works for me. "Michael let's go" Mark said before he got up and as I followed him, throwing out my apple that I never even ate in a nearby trash can "You seem pissed man, is it because Zack is probably fucking Y/N?" Jacob laughed "Shut the fuck up.-" I said sharply "-I don't even like her" I added and followed them, I just had so much rage in side me and Jacob and them weren't helping

You could I say I zoned out a bit as us four walked outside "Mike?" Brandon asked as he handed me a cigarette "What?" I asked "Isn't your little brother's birthday coming up soon?" Brandon asked yet again "Yeah in like two weeks, he's having his stupid 'party ' at the diner and my parents are forcing me to come" I snicker as I bring the cigarette up to my mouth "Maybe we could come to it-" Mark said but got cut off "And give your little brother a scare, huh?" Jacob chuckled "Pft, sure." I chuckled a bit as I finished my cigarette