!!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!!
blood, self harming, hurting
We were scrolling through Ranboo's camera roll with all the pictures of us. I was basically smiling like a child on christmas - I love remembering memories. I looked up at Ranboo, seeing he was a bit saddened as he was continuing to scroll through the photos. "Ran..? Are you ok?" I asked as he turned his head to me. "Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm fine.." He replied as he wipped his nose and gave me a small and sad smile, "Do you mind if I leave for the bathrooms, real quick?" "Absolutly not! Go ahead. I'm not your teacher," I replied, chuckling after wards as he left and walked to the bathroom.
ranboo pov
I ran to the bathroom as I entered it and locked the door. I walked to the sink, leaning on it as looked at myself in the mirror. 'What have I done..?' I thought as tears fell from my eyes, slid against my cheek and landed on the sink, 'I should of never ended things with them! I shouldn't of.. Why did I do that..?' I was pasing around the bathroom as I put my hands on my hips. Tears were coming out of my eyes even faster and larger sobs could be heard to as I slid my back against the door. "Why did I let them go..." I asked as I balled up and ducked my head in my knees, "I loved them... I love them... Then, why did I break their heart..?" My voice started getting shakier and so were my hands. My eyes were so watery, that I could almost not see, "They just want a friendship... But, I don't..! I love them.. But, they don't want me as anything else then a friend..." I dug my nails in my knees, "I wanna do what we used to do... Cuddle, hold hands, go on dates, flirt, kiss.. I want it all back.. I love you, Y/n..."
I continued crying and crying, until I lifted my head up from my knees. I stood up and walked to the sink. In my preferal vision, I saw a knife. I turned my full attention to it, grabbing it and looked at my reflection. "Is this really worth it..?" I asked myself, "I've done it before... It can't be that bad..." I lifted a bit of my shirt up, revealing a few scars on my hips and lower abdomen. I closed my eyes and slid the cold and sharp object against my skin, blood pooling out, immedietaly, to the contact. I dropped the object from my hands, falling on the floor with a loud noise. "Shit..." I muttered as I grabbed the bloody knife from the floor.
"Ranboo!?" I heard Y/n say, "Are you ok!?!" "Yeah! I'm fine! Don't worry!" I responded, wiping the blood of the knife and the stains from my shirt. "Boo.. Are you sure, you're ok..?" They responded, this time being on the other side of the door. I blushed as tears came falling once more. "Yeah.. I swear to god, Y/n..! Leave me, alone..! I'm alright, goddamnit..!" I said, crying being evident in my voice, "I just want to be alone..! Please... Let me be!!" I dropped the knife in the sink as I sat on the floor balling up. "Ranboo! Mark! Open the fucking door, now!" They yelled. "I can't..." I replied, sobbing, "I just- I..." "What, Mark!? Whay!?!" They responded as they finally kicked down the door, "Mar- What did you do...?"
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Last Kiss || Ranboo x Reader (SisterInnit & Alive Sequel) (DISCONTINUED)
Fanfiction(wont update, but might delete in the future) IN WHICH- Ranboo and Y/n's relationship starts getting worster and worster and they continue to distance themselves from each other ___ Hello peepos! It's me, your beloved author! And this is the sequel...
