Vampire Eddie Munson x Y/N

Nightmares

⚠️TW⚠️ MENTIONS OF SELF HARM!!
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"EDDIE WAKE UP PLEASE" You screaming whilst Eddie lay lifeless in your arms. You had tears streaming down your face and blood on your clothes but you didn't care. You just wanted Eddie to wake up. "DUSTIN! HELP ME PLEASE" You sobbed as Dustin stood there, unsure what to do. Dustin was in tears and just looked at you, "He's gone, Y/N."
"No. No. It can't be. He isn't, H-He can't be. I won't let it." You stuttered.

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You shot out of bed, crying. Another nightmare of that day. After Eddie's death, you hadn't had the motivation to do anything.
You lived alone in a small trailer, like Eddie's trailer. You stumbled out of bed and slipped on Eddie's hellfire shirt that you stole early on in your relationship, and of course it was way to big you. You slipped on some black shorts and stared at a Polaroid picture of Eddie.

You jumped when you heard someone knock your door. You calmed down when you heard Dustin's voice. Stumbling to the door, you opened it at the sight of Dustin with a bunch of bags.
"What is this, Henderson?" You asked. Dustin then replies with "Y/N, you haven't been out the trailer in weeks. I thought I would get you some groceries.." You smile at him "Thanks Dustin, I appreciate it. I know I haven't been out my trailer but I just.. miss him."
"I miss him do Y/N, I really do. But we have to move on because we can't turn back time."

You know it's the truth but that hurt, having to face the reality of the love of your life is.. gone. Forever. Nothing you can do. Just gone.

"Y/N??" You snap out of your imagination and turn to look at Dustin. "Yeah?" You say, voice cracking.
"Have you still been having them nightmares? He asks, with genuine concern.
"I, uh- no." You say rubbing your head without realising your sleeves were lifting up.
"Y/N... are you.. okay?" Dustin asks you pointing to your arm which has all fresh cuts on them. You quickly pull your arm down and shut the door on Dustin's face.
"I'm sorry Henderson, don't tell anyone. You hear me??" You shout from the other side of the door.
"I would never. I'm only a phone call away if you need me. Steve is also on phone duty at work." Dustin says. "Yeah, thanks Dustin."
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You are sat in your bedroom, playing with one of Eddie's rings which was on your finger. You always think back to that day and blame yourself. You could have done something. Right?
But in fact you knew that there was nothing you could have done but you blamed yourself anyway.
You stood up and brushed your hand over Eddie's guitar. You were the only one Eddie ever let touch his guitar. Eddie's uncle, Mr.Munson, gave it to you as a ThankYou for being with him during the 'earthquake.'

You decided it was time to try and sort yourself out. Eddie wouldn't want you to be depressed over him. You took a shower for the first time since the day. You knew it wasn't hygienic to not shower but you never had the motivation. Plus you never went out anywhere since the day anyway.
Once you were showered, you slipped on some clean clothes of Eddie's and walked to the kitchen. You never realised how much of a mess it was. You wanted to clean it without anyone telling you to do it, so you did. You spent an hour cleaning the kitchen and opening windows to air the trailer out.

Once you had cleaned the kitchen, you were pleased with yourself and it gave you a boost of confidence. You moved to your bedroom and cleaned that too. Before you knew it, your entire trailer was clean and fresh. You soon remembered about Eddie and started tearing up again. You invited Robin round and she came round right away.
"Omg Y/N you cleaned the place! Well done I am so proud of you!" She said while pulling me into a tight hug. "So.." you said looking at her "how is it going with Vickie?" Robin's face went red.
"I uh- we uh- she kissed me." She finally blurted out. You looked at Robin, "OMG I knew it. I knew she likes boobies too!" You shouted. "Ew gross don't say boobies! Your as bad as Steve, gosh." She said, you laughed at her.
"How have you been holding up lately?" She asks. "I uh- I've been getting better. I have uh, cut myself, today." Robin was the only one who you told about your self harm problem. Even though Dustin found out earlier today. "I'm so proud of you Y/N, you are doing so well and I believe in you" She says as I lay next to her. "Thanks Robin, you are a great friend" I smile at her as we put on a movie.
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A/N
841 words! What did you think? I am not great at writing but I tried!