𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙛𝙪𝙢 𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙨𝙚 - kirari momobami x male reader

𝙒𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙚 𝙜𝙤 𝘾𝙧𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝘿𝙤𝙬𝙣

If you cant tell already the chapter titles from now on r prolly going to b song lyrics so last chapter lyric was from stereo love remix I think and this one is obviously from style t Swift ❤️❤️

in this chapter you learn a little bit about your past and kiraris past (it diverges from canon) so

tw: minor descriptions of violence minor characters deaths

also angst ( Not cry-able angst tho not yet)

also one last thing I am a strong believer of Y/N not being a pussy n standing up for themself

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"I think you should leave now," She said quietly, looking away as she brushed her fingers over her lips, where the ghost of your lips were.

"Did I..did you not like that?" You said worriedly, you didn't want to ruin your chances with Kirari already, she didn't look at you at all.

She didn't say anything, it's as if she was deep in thought. You hoped you hadn't offended her, but she wasn't speaking to you or giving you an explanation.

She sighed deeply, before rising unexpectedly and walking over to the council doors, pulling them open. It was a gesture that didn't go unnoticed, you got the idea. You got up, disappointed in whatever had just happened. When you walked to the door you looked at Kirari, who wouldn't meet your gaze. You walked out the door with your head hung down, you felt as if your heart was breaking into a million pieces with the sudden rejection Kirari had given you.

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Kirari closed the door, pressing her back up against the wall as she sighed. She once again pressed her fingers to her lips, the feeling of your lips against hers was driving her wild.

She walked over to the file cabinet, a million thoughts running through her head. She opened your file with such haste, reading the documents over and over again.

Why, oh, why did Kirari have to fall for someone in the enemy clan? She sighed, she didn't know what to do, how to magically make her feelings for you disappear. She wasn't allowed to be feeling like this, you're the enemy, she is supposed to eventually get rid of you.

Your clan had killed Kirari's parents in a clan war 16 years ago, when Kirari and her twin sister, Ririka were 1 years old. The twins couldn't understand what was going on, why they would never see their parents again.

Even though Kirari had been chosen as the clan head by the dice ever since birth, Ririka had been Kirari's body double, her shadow, but more importantly, Ririka was Kirari's older twin sister. An exact copy of Kirari, or Kirari was an exact copy of Ririka.

Kirari couldn't help but let out the deep sigh that was trapped in her as she went back into her memories. The memory of Kirari and Ririka attending her parents' funeral, the memory of being the 'official' clan head at only 1 years old. The L/N clan and the Momobami clan have been having an ongoing war for 16 years, from the murder of Kirari and Ririka's parents to the murder of Y/N's parents as well.

What's worse is that you both are the Heads of your family's Clans, you both make the calls and blows at each other. In your defense, you were not aware of Kirari being the clan head, since she is not as public a figure as you are; but she still holds a large amount of power. Kirari should've put two and two together, she felt foolish. When she had looked at your file for the first time ever, she had told the elders of her clan, she was told to ruin you, every part of you.

The elders would certainly give her grief if she was to be in a relationship with the enemy clan head. Knowing them, they'd start targeting you with assassins.

Kirari placed her hands down on the table, an unfamiliar feeling rising in her chest. She didn't know how it felt to be in love, if this is what it felt like; she hated it, wanted to get rid of it. Kirari despised the way you looked at her when she told you to leave, her heart tightened.

Gambling with you to be her personal secretary was so that she could carry out the orders of her elders, not to fall in love with you. Not to develop feelings for you.

A knock on the council door drew Kirari out of her thoughts, "Come in," she said.

A girl with a white mask with a stoic expression, long white hair that stops at her mid thigh, entered the room.

Kirari sighed, thankful to see the girl.

"Ririka..there's a problem," Kirari warned.

The doors closed.

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With every step out of the council room you felt your world cracking beneath your feet. Though you hadn't technically confessed your feelings for her, you did kiss her, Impulsively as well. You touched her, your hands were on her face, your lips on her lips.

Maybe you deserved the way Kirari had responded, maybe if she had given you a reason you wouldn't be feeling like this. You weren't the type to cry over trivial matters like getting rejected, but this is the girl you have been interested in since the first time you ever saw her gamble. She finally noticed you, and you absolutely ruined your chances. Kissing her? Seriously? You guys had just started getting acquainted.

You sat down on the bench that Kirari sat on yesterday while waiting for her chauffeur. You felt incredibly sad, although you and Kirari might've just met a few days ago, you felt a deep connection with Kirari, almost as if you needed her.

You couldn't take feeling pitiful anymore, you stood up from the bench and made your way to the council room, to speak to Kirari.

To confess everything.

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i honestly wrote this chapter when I was half asleep so some things may not make sense rn bc it hasn't been proof read but it will b