I wake up I am in the hospital I have no idea where my bestfriend is "good morning Xela how are you feeling today girly" some lady says to me in her southern accent she looks like a nurse so im guessing she is my nurse. "Umm I guess im fine but where is my friend" I ask her "oh honey the girl in the car with you umm" she says to me I look in her eyes then she says " I got some bad news to tell you bout her she is in a coma and honey it looks like shes not going to make it ". I am so speechless about this whole thing "a-are you serious" I ask her she looks at me and nods "yes honey but right now you need to worry about you now me and the doctors think your fine and all but you are going to have to take a few more days off of school. I nod as my mom comes into the room " is she ok" my mom asks "yea mom im fine" i tell her. We go home and i go to my room i get on facebook check my messsages everyone is askingabout what happen i post a status but then about 2 seconds later there is a comment saying "so its your fault all this happen your a killer Xela we hate you" ! I start to htink about it if i would have never got drunk this would have never happen it is my fault i lay down on my bed and go to sleep. I wake up check my phone its 3:38 in the morning ugghh i still wake up i wanna stay up for a little bit. I go to the bathroom rinse my face off i look in the mirror at myself ans say " Xela your so stupid you were suppose to make her feel better by going to the party and showing her you can mingle but instead you killed her". I go to my computer open it and i find about 50 notifications all talking bout what happen calling me a killer she didnt even die whats going on i never killed anyone she is not DEAD !
