ORGANIC CIGARETTES

ii. two - alexander

"she lives in daydreams with me."
- she

JANUARY 1, 2022

"fuck, just like that!" the blonde girl moaned. my hips pounded against her cunt harshly. i place my hand over her mouth, hoping to get her moans to quiet down. there was nothing wrong with this girl, if anything she was really beautiful, but her moans were just really high pitched. that and the fact that she just wasn't who i wanted right now.

her moans started to get louder, despite my hand covering her mouth. she was close. i started to go faster, hoping to get myself to come at the same time as her. it worked because i felt myself getting closer.

"holy shit" i groaned. her moans got louder and then she froze up. i felt myself releasing and i groaned. i laid there on top of her, we both tried to come down from our highs. i pulled out and took the condom off. i tied it and threw it in a nearby bin. i laid myself right next to her.

"wow" she said out of breath. she rolled over and turned to me.

"you're not as bad as i thought you'd be." she smirked and i chuckled.

"i warned you." i stood up and picked up all her clothes. i handed them to her and i started to look for my own. once we were both dressed, i laid down next to her.

"let's watch a movie." i suggested and she smiled grabbing her remote.

as the movie went on, i couldn't stop think about what happened between evangeline and i. it had only been a couple of hours since then. i remember feeling so dominated by her, feeling so small under her cruel stare. i had been just about ready to drop to my knees for her, hadn't she walked away.

the moment i saw her, i knew she was going to be my undoing. but her good for nothing boyfriend was in the way. he didn't deserve her. reed dawson was a complete douchebag.

an entitled rich boy who wants to act he was oppressed his whole life. he had everything, including evangeline.

the most desirable woman in the world. her hair that framed her face so perfectly, her eyes and her lips.

fuck.

she thinks we've only met a couple of times, but i've seen her everywhere. the coffee and book cafe, the record store, on buses, music place, etc.   new york starts to get small once you've lived here a while.

i had been so in my mind that i didn't even realize that the movie was over and that the blonde girl was asleep. her back facing me. i grabbed the blanket and covered the rest of her. i quietly stepped up and away from the bed. i sneaked out of the room and quietly closed her door.

i grabbed my shoes at the door step and left. the streets were starting to quiet down as people stared going back home and finishing their celebrations.

i was looking forward to this year.

yaretzy speaks!!
holaa!! i hopes you enjoy this short little chapter and the little peek into alex's mind. take care of yourselves and i love you all.
mwah!!