"Merry Christmas Eve!" You where awoken by shins soft voice, the smile on his face, his charcoal eyes looking at you softly. You flickered your eyes open to meet his and your tired eyes drifting off to the outside window it was snowing. "Y/n? Are you feeling alright." Your attention on him again. "Oh good morning shinichiro. Sorry it's so beautiful." You sat up, and the covers covering your legs but not your upper body, shin sat beside you and also looked outside. "It is." You then looked at him again, he looked at you from the corner of his eyes and smiled. Your checks flushed pink and you turned your head back to the window.
Watching snow fall was magical. The small flakes dropping making visible white Blanket on the ground the more it snows. The peaceful and graceful way it fell onto the ground. You wanted to fall on the ground gracefully and peacefully.....but you would leave shinichiro. After everything he's done for you so far and his family.
Regret and pain hit your heart like a shot gun. How selfish where you wanting someone to love you and give you attention. How selfish was it.....was he just being this way because he felt pity for you and he's just a great actor or did he mean it all. Was the first time just a joke to him or you. But he gave you a child he gave you a ring he made you happy, he loved you. But here you are feeling regret and pain. You loved Shinichiro so how could you be this way? So selfish and being so rude but, you cared you cared so much. One day you wanted to apologize.....
Back when you and shinichiro you didn't love him after he found you again. It took time but, now you do this time. You hid your regret face and smiled at him. "Shinichiro-kun, this is peaceful." His eyes softened again and he grinned boyishly. "It is, but Manjiro is yelling down the hall." You giggled hearing the loud Manjiro yelling and stomping through the big house. Getting up shinichiro went to see what he was doing and you slowly got up and slid on your slippers following shinichiro.
"Oi! Emma! Give it back!" Manjiro yelled, as Emma ran through the house being chased by Manjiro barley enough ways to not be caught? "No! It's mine. My lollipop keisuke gave it to me!" Manjiro groaned as he ran closer to his younger smaller sister. Shinichiro got in the middle of them and looked at Manjiro "stop chasing your sister," Manjiro then kicked shin in the balls and stick his tongue out. "Haha! No! Now Emma give the lollipop to me and no one gets hurt." His boyish smile and holding out his hand. You went to shinichiro as he winced in pain. holding his arms from the back side holding him up straight.
"No!" And Manjiro pounced onto Emma she soon started screaming and crying you immediately let shin go and ran to them prying Manjiro off of Emma he tried grabbing the lollipop and he kept hitting Emma's arm and hand to let it go and he tried to hit her face. How even in the hell did they even start fighting over a lollipop? "Shinichiro! Help she's strong." You pleaded, Manjiro then got the lollipop and sat into of a crying Emma, the girl bring crushed. "Emma shhhh it's okay." You cooed as shinichiro got Manjiro off of her successfully. The girl crawled into your lap crying. "I thought I was going to die! Manjiro's so mean née-San!" You closed your eyes and put a hand on her head. "It's okay now, Manjiro would never kill his own siblings he was just angry." She was a little girl she was 7 ofc why wouldn't she be scared of the older boy on top of her.
"Brother!" She cried, shinichiro got done scolding Manjiro and sent him to his room. You sighed as Emma got up and ran to her older brother shinichiro. "Emma..... he'll apologize he always does.. just don't take his lollipop or anything that anyone gave him next time we've been through this," she sniffled and looked at her brother. She nodded and he sighed bringing the girl in his arms and hug.
You got up off of the ground and walked to the two siblings. "How about, we go outside and play in the snow after Manjiro gets out of timeout? So we aren't mean." You suggested, shinichiro grinned as he let Emma go and put her on the ground "yes! Please and after some hot coco with whipped topping!" Her eyes beaming with joy, you giggled "ofc!" She smiled wide her eyes sparkling in Joy.
The joy of seeing Emma happy warmed your heart. Just seeing these awesome sib,ones together just made you happy a rowdy Manjiro, a sweet Emma, and a fearless shinichiro. You didn't even know he quit the black dragons and now the second generation is now I place. You kinda forgot about it you never really asked about it or attended any meetings at all in either chances. So really you didn't mind shinichiro quit for you and now is working at a motorcycle shop trying to open his own. S.S motors which you kept open after his death.
"Haha! I got you!" Manjiro laughed, as he throw a snow ball at shinichiro it was you and shinichiro on a team, against Emma and Manjiro. You then got Emma! You cheered and now it was you against Manjiro. Oh boy this was gonna be interesting. Patting the snow then throwing it at the middle child sano, he dodged and you pouted. And he chuckled as he chucked a snow ball at you soon after. You where good at this Manjiro was enjoying this a lot. He found someone close to his match in a snow ball fight.
"Yes! I got him!" Shinichiro clapped as Emma and Manjiro pouted "damn we lost em." He said, "language." Shinichiro bit, Manjiro then mocking as he ran inside him and Emma. "He gets the cussing from you." He was shocked you called him out even though it was true Manjiro did learn it from him.
"How did I lose against a girl." Manjiro pouted crossing his arms as you set the hot coco in front of him, shinichiro, and Emma at the kitchen table. "Hey! Girls can be good at snow ball fights too." Emma said, you chuckled "shes right but when you've playing snow ball fights by yourself all your life you get good at it." Shinichiro leaned his head and nudged your shoulder. "Well now you can play with us every year!" He grinned your heart fluttering. "Well thank you shinichiro-kun." He leaned his head back up and nodded. "Don't thank me, your family and your my, friend maybe something more one day." He winked, you giggled "maybe."
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One more I love you.... Shinichiro x reader
Fanfiction"There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do, to say one more love you.." Nothings always forever not even love but will you be able to save shinichiro taking your own life, or will you save him. Or will the same thing happen and how many times you...