Don't Tell My Brother

I GOTTA STOP TALKING!

I should probably stop drinking at this point. I'm stumbling around a little, my focus swims slightly, and I've said way too many embarrassing things about myself, to people I barely know. Bacardi is both my best friend and my worst enemy.
      Right, time to go get some fresh air, maybe that'll help me clear my head of all these thoughts about my older brother's two best friends who are currently... looking at me? Yep, time to get out.

I make my way out into the chilly night air, walking around the back of the house to sit with my feet in the pool. The pool isn't exactly warm, but it's not icy either, and it's a relief to stick my sore feet into it after hours of walking and dancing around inside.
      I hear footsteps walking up behind me, and when I look back to see who it is, I groan loudly. My brother's friends followed me. "Well, calm down, no need to be so excited to see us here." Kaden's being sarcastic of course, he's got a real talent for it, sometimes new people has no clue just how sarcastic he's being!

The two guys sit on either side of me, and I get the feeling I'm trapped. Please don't ask me any awkward questions, I won't be able to keep my mouth shut! Jaxon nudges my shoulder gently, and I look up into his bright green eyes. "You okay, Viv? You're being awfully quiet." He's smiling at me... he's fucking smiling at me! How am I supposed to stay quiet when he does that? Ugh.
      "I'm fine, don't worry. Just trying to not let out all my embarrassing thoughts, no big deal. I mean, you wouldn't want to hear them anyway, especially since it involves the two of you!" I quickly cover my mouth, horrified about what I've just let slip. Jaxon and Kaden give each other a look before turning their attention on me, and it almost feels like they've moved closer.

"What are you thinking about us that's so embarrassing, Aviva? Are you wondering what we look like naked?" Kaden is smirking as he urges me to reveal more, and it's straight torture when Jaxon joins him, "Or maybe Tyler's baby sister isn't as innocent anymore, maybe she's imagining our hands all over her body, massaging her tits, spreading her legs, pushing our fingers in-" "Okay stop! Jesus." I have to take a deep breath to calm myself down. Am I this obvious or are they really just messing with me?

The two guys laugh and high five each other. Of course they're enjoying my discomfort. They're as annoying as my damn brother! Before I can do anything to get away or change the subject, Kaden has his lips close to my ear, "So what is it, Aviva? Are we fuelling your fantasies at night?" I swallow and look at Jaxon, hoping he'll take some pity on me, he's always been the more gentle one of them. He won't though, I can tell he's enjoying this just as much as Kaden. With a deep sigh I roll my eyes, "Fine, yes. I do imagine the two of you on me, under me, everywhere, when I need to get off. I'm sure lots of girls do, so why bother me about it?"

From the look on their faces, they hadn't expected me to actually admit to anything, and when they look at each other and have to adjust their pants, I have to take that small victory. "Are you two getting hard from hearing your best friend's little sister say she wants to fuck the both of you together? My my, naughty boys." I try to hide my smirk in my drink, but I'm not sure they would even have noticed it anyway, they're still staring at each other, as if having a silent conversation.
      "If we offered you the threesome you so badly want, would you take it?" Jaxon's word nearly makes me spit my drink out. I look at him to be sure I didn't hear him wrong, but he's staring right at me, eyes suddenly dark, and he's palming himself in his pants.

I know I'm blushing, I can feel it running through my body. Did he just... I look at Kaden as well, maybe his face would give away the joke, but no. Kaden is just as deadly serious. Swallowing thickly, I try to collect my thoughts, "I uh... I... you're joking... you have to be joking... of course you're joking, you wouldn't risk the wrath of my brother... he's your best friend!" I look at them both, completely bewildered.
      Once again, they stare at each other. Another silent conversation? This is too much, I need to get away from them. My room. I should go to my room. Definitely. I get up, using Jaxon's shoulder as help, say Goodnight and then rush back inside and up to my room.

Dropping on my bed, I stare up at the ceiling as their words and looks run in replay in my head. Tyler would freak out if he ever found out they'd said what they said... or that I said what I said. Putting my pillow over my face, I scream into it. Fucking Bacardi always making me say too much!