Don't Tell My Brother

DADDY JAXON?

Friday morning, I wake up feeling nervous as hell. Tyler will be leaving soon, which means it will only be a matter of time before Kaden and Jaxon show up. To say that they loved my message last night would be an understatement, and we spent hours afterwards going over do's and don'ts for this weekend. The more we talked about it, the more nervous I got. They clearly know each other on a much more personal level than I realised, and they eventually told me it wouldn't be the first time they share a woman... so yeah, I'm the inexperienced one and it's making me want to puke.

I'm still sitting out front after waving Tyler off when the guys show up 30 minutes later. I don't say a word as I watch them, hardly even giving them a small smile, I'm that nervous.
      Jaxon walks over and sits on my left side, arms resting on his knees as he watches me, "you know we don't have to do anything, right? We can just spend the weekend hanging out and play shitty video games if that makes you feel better?"

Kaden sits down on my right, and I sigh a bit, "I know you're trying to be nice and help me relax... but damn does it feel like I've just disappointed you and become inadequate." I frown and keep my eyes on my hands, fidgeting with an elastic I always keep around my wrist.
      Kaden reaches over and turns my head towards his, "Aviva... you're more than enough. Why in the hell would we ever be disappointed in you for being unsure?" His eyes rove over my face, going from my eyes to my lips and back again as he gently wets his own lips, "You're beautiful, you definitely have fantasies that line up with ours, and if we have to wait, or keep it strictly to texting, so be it. Hell, if you tell us to stop completely, we will."

I feel Jaxon take one of my hands and gently kiss it, proving yet again he's the gentle one of the two. Where Kaden is being forceful in his reassurance, Jaxon is being sweet and caring, trying to calm me down and understand my feelings. I almost start crying right then and there. "I don't want to stop... honestly. I'm just worrying too much about everything that could possibly go wrong."

The guys look at each other, once again having one of their silent conversations, and I can't help but wish I was as tuned in to someone as they are with each other. Sensing my depleting mood, Jaxon gets to his feet and pulls me up, "Alright Viv, that's enough of you putting yourself down, let's get inside and figure out what's next on today's agenda. Did you eat yet?" Kaden follows us inside, carrying their bags straight up to Tyler's room before joining us back downstairs in the kitchen where Jaxon is currently making me a sandwich. The look he'd sent me when I'd let him know I'd only had an apple, told me he clearly didn't think I was being very smart.

I feel Kaden walk up behind me as I'm sitting on a stool by the island, surprised when his arms go over my shoulders and he pulls me into his chest. The vibrations from his voice flowing into my back as he speaks, is almost comforting for my nerves, "I see you've already made daddy Jaxon poke his head out." I can hear the laughter in his voice and I blush as I look over at the man currently making me food, "Daddy Jaxon?" I'm curious about the nickname, but before Kaden can say anything, Jaxon looks at us, "Making sure people keep themselves healthy does not make me a dad, Kaden, shut up. You know exactly what daddy Jaxon actually does."

Kaden leaves a kiss on the top of my head before pulling away and walking around to Jaxon's side, "I'm sorry, would you prefer me to call you mommy Jaxon instead when you go all mother hen on us?" Jaxon smacks Kaden's arm, trying his hardest not to smile when Kaden starts laughing, "Abuse, abuse!" Kaden pretends to be hurt and I can't help but giggle when Jaxon rolls his eyes and smiles anyway, "You're such an idiot, K, I swear to god."
      Jaxon finishes my sandwich and hands it to me, and I thank him as Kaden steps close to Jaxon's side, talking in a more sultry voice, "Maybe, but I'm your favourite idiot" and without any warning, Kaden tips Jaxon's head back and gives him a sweet kiss, the two of them looking so perfect together I forget all about my sandwich.