Abnormal Teensz (On Hold)

Chapter 6

                        Chapter 6

My heart began to accelerate as I drove closer and closer to home. Wondering whats going to happen if my mom remembered what happen last night. I dont want to think about it so I just took my time driving toward our destination.

" You're driving like an old man today.Is everything okay ? " My sister speaks suddenly.

" Yeah .I'm good." I lied . I wasn't close to feeling good. I felt like my stomach was about to fall out of my butt. Maybe I should stop by a starbucks and get a Chocolate frappicuno.

" Do you want some starbucks ?"

Matt shock her head.

" Yeah me either." I lied again . I need to stop lieing before It becomes a part of me. Second thought I think maybe It has became apart of me I already lied about so many things now.

" Right ." My sister joked.

Only if Matt knew why we left home in the first place but it wouldn't matter I'm glad she doesn't know. The less she knew the more safer she will be.

She's to young to know what's happening . I don't even know what's happening my mom used to love me ; Now it seems like every time she sees me I disgust her. I don't know maybe she blames me for our dad leaving her.

We pulled to our driveway and got out of the car entering the warm Boston air. My shakey hands reached into my front pocket for my house keys. I'm reluctant to pry the key into the door. I take a breather. Here goes nothing .

Walking inside our entrance ; it feels like I step into another house - the kitchen floor were no longer shatter with glass on the floor. There wasn't blood on the floor.

There was no evidence from last night. Nothing. As if nothing happen.I mean what did I suppose to expect ? For my mom to leave the kichen a mess.Maybe.

It doesn't matter how much I try to forget about what happen last night. I can't stop my self. God I hate when I rememeber things I want to erase.

" What are you staring at ? " Matt breaks my daze. I guess I didn't notice I was staring at the kitchen refridgarator .Maybe I was hungry.

" I'm going up to my room. Do what ever you want."

*****

I've been sititing on my roof for 4 hours justing staring out into the universe - universe meanning the sky and houses surrounded by mine.

I always come out here to forget about my life , concerns, my struggles. I just let it go.

I like being my myself. It's very conforting but it sometimes gets lonely. Sometimes I feel like I'm surrounded by hundreads of people but no one hears me.

I been siting on my roof for so long that the sky was turning dark now. And my thoughts went to my dad.

My dad was my hero. I guess I could say. He was someone you could always count on. He was my ride and die. That was a wrong choice of words because my dad did die. 4 years ago ago in the summertime before my first high school year started.

I was desponded , empty , filled with hatred like I ate it for breakfast.

I hated everyone. Even myself .

My dad died when he was chasing after me. We were playing " Tag you It" with eachother , and he trip on my purse ; fell face first and died instantly.

His autospy came back and we were told his death resulted in his jaw and neck impact. His jaw and neck had 20 broken bones.

I watched my dad die in front of me and I couldn't do anything. Check his breathing, perform CPR, hold him untill the ambulence came.

Nothing.

He died so quick the only thing I could do was stand there in shocked.

Then my mom came into view. I didn't even hear her come inside. I just remember her running to him and collasping onto the floor ; trying to turn him over. That made the situation worse.

When she tried to turn him over the bone in his neck desloated.

I shake the memory away. Looking down to my phone to check the time. It was 5 o clock but it look like it was 10.

My mom wouldn't be home until tommorrow morning. So that was less stress I had to worry about.

I climbed back into my dark room. Wishing I would have left the light on. I struggle to my way back to the light swich; triping over my shoes , colliding my foot with my desk chair, and knocking things down as my hands roam onto anything I could touch. When I finally found the light switch I turn around to find Oliver lying down on my bed sleeping.

I yelp them slapped my hand onto my mouth giggling. Oliver looked hot while he was sleeping. Oliver is more like the "Sleeping Beauty" while I'm more like the beast when and after waking up.

I began thinking If I should wake him up, but when another thought came to me. I was estatic.

Vampire Weekend- Cousins goes with the Earthquake scene. Lol

Me and Oliver have this weird bond with each other. I guess thats one of the reasons why we're so close to one another.

A few minutes past and my room began to shake.I run to wake up Oliver up.

"Wow!" I yelled.This was the best idea ever!

" Oliver it's a earth quake! Wake up! Wake up!" I yelled again.

" What's happening!" Oliver begin to yelled.Not man-like at all.I want to laugh so bad.

" We have to get out of here! Where is Matt !" Oliver asked.

I looked at him with a puzzled look.

"O my god. You don't know where she is!" He screamed.

Oliver begin to scream.Very loud. He was falling as he tried to get to the wall. This is so funny.

" Let's go!" He yelled.

Then suddenly the shaking stop and Matt jump from behind my room door with a camera,grining largely.

" You were just pranked!" Matt and I yelled to Oliver who stilled look scarred.

I walked to my open window and yelled out to Max, who was an construction worker.

" Thanks Max."

"No problem girlie!" Max yelled back.

I turned back around to look at Oliver. I begun laughing out loud. He stilled looked scared.

"Thanks Matt." I gave her a high five and then she left out of my room.

" I have to give it to you. That was good you had me fooled." Oliver proclaimed.

"Thanks. So what are you doing here?"

" I came to see you.Duh.You looked good minus your red puffy eyes, but you still looked good."

" Aww you know how to make me feel better."

Oliver smiles and shake his head. "There's a party tonight at Luke's. It's going to be big want to come?"

I smiled at Oliver.Did he really need to ask me?

He already knew my answer.