Lover boy <3 part 2

Cant stop thinking

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We were walking down the mountain to the car and the whole time we said nothing, there was an awkward silence. We got in the car and I looked at the time it was around 8am now.

The music was playing, I was resting my head on the window and looking out at the view. I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss,

It was so good. I never thought that kissing Rudy would be that good, I never thought I would ever kiss Rudy.

I started thinking about what is going trough rudys mind right now,

"did he thing it was good?"

"Does he regret kissing me?!"

"What is going to happen now?"

"Are we still friends"

Oh god it's going to be weird between us now. Why did I kiss him!? I looked at Rudy and he was watching the road. He was so cute. OMG WHAT AM I SAYING!?

Rudy is my best friend and he got out of a relationship not long ago, but technically he kissed me soooo...

We got to the apartment, still the awkward silence was between us. He opened the door for me and we went in.

"Hey guys were we're you?" A pretty girl in a morning voice asked us, I didn't know what to say and also I was still a little shocked.

I looked at Rudy and he looked at me, "am we were on an early morning drive" he wasn't lying but he didn't tell everything we did

I walked to the couch and flopped down, "hey mady when are we going home" I mumbled "I don't know, why do you wanna go that fast?"

"Just asking" I sat up and turned the tv on. Rudy was in the kitchen doing something, like 5 minutes later he came and sat down beside me

"You want some" he held a bag of Doritos to me "thanks" I took the whole bag to myself "I meant some not the whole bag"

Looks like he has forgotten about the kiss that happened this morning. He seems so chill, "can I talk to you, alone" I stood up from the couch. Rudy started following me and we went to his room

"What's up" he shut the door and jumped on the bed "we need to talk about what happened this morning"

"Does it mean nothing to you, we'll you were the one that kissed me and, actually why did you kiss me? I mean I liked it, not like oh my gosh I loved the kiss but like it wasn't horrible! And I'm still in shock, aren't you still thinking about it? I can't stop thinking about it"

I was pacing around the room and I kept on rambling and rambling about the kiss and what will happen now, what will happen to us. I stoped and looked at Rudy

"are you even listening to me" when I looked at him all I saw was the prettiest guy on the planet. Ocean blue eyes and light brown curly haired boy. He was smiling at me as I was pacing around the room

he came up to me and grabbed my shoulders "jules relax, breath ok" the way he was holding my hands and looking at me, I felt like I could just faint right now.

I took a deep breath. "So what are we going to do?" All he was doing was looking in my eyes and holding my hands. How can he be so relaxed?

"I don't know, what do you want to do? Do you wanna watch a movie or play a game, maybe go get something to eat?" Why doesn't he understand

"No rudy I mean what are we going to do about us? You know the kiss and all that stuff?" "-oh"