The Journal of Ezra Winchester ✔️

Bonded & Unwanted Future (March 29th, 2029-April 3rd, 2030)

March 29th, 2029

Dear Journal,

Do you ever wish that sometimes you could just die and people could forget all about you? I know it sounds morbid and I know that I may sound so full of myself but that's not the case. There are some people who honestly think that I'm nothing more than a selfish dickbag. But they don't actually know what's going on with me. Ever since the battle against the darkness and being her servant for I don't know for twenty to forty minutes, I've been feeling kind of..lost, I don't know what I could do or what I should do. Not even my cousin knows how I've been feeling or anyone in my family for that matter. Life's been kind of a struggle you see, from the whole possessed by the darkness thing to a few other moments that I can barely touch.

This was a month after the incident and throughout this time, I've been struggling where I fit in. Our family got bigger, that's for sure with Aunt Marina joining the Winchester's and Claire becoming the next prophet, even Jack. Our family constantly grew bigger and better with each passing minute, but with each passing day, more and more attention away from the actual family to the family business. Hunting. I tried to talk to everyone about how I was feeling but no one paid me a single mind. Everything around me was getting ready to collapse under me like a sinkhole swallowing everything in or on it. Even though my sister was acting the same way, then I made the biggest mistake ever. I wished for something that I shouldn't have wished for.

Yours,

Ezra

March 30th, 2029

Dear Journal,

The weirdest thing happened to me. You see, when I wished that our family was different I never pictured that our family would turn into a pack of wolves. It wasn't even that, my parents' personalities completely changed as well. Mary was kind of pissed at me for wishing something like that and now she isn't talking to me. Just another thing to add to the list of things that I did wrong. I get that I made a mistake but I never thought the wish would come true. Mary had gone to her room already and slammed the door despite calling out to her. Sometimes I wish that I never existed and that maybe their lives could have been better without me.

I know what you're about to say "your family cares about you" yeah I know but if they knew what I did. Would they still care? Or would they be like Mary and ignore me most of the time. Anyway, I kept trying to talk to Mary even when we were heading to school. She continued to ignore me. After I admitted how I felt things seemed to go smoothly, until I realized what Mary and I were dealing with. We were dealing with a half jinn half werewolf which was a weird combination and it wasn't just any hybrid, it was our forgotten uncle: Adam. Now there were things about him that I knew but my father never mentioned much about him except for the whole Ghoul situation. Which by the way was weird, anywho, Mary and I traveled to the school late at night and nearly got our heads chopped off. But what's strange is that Adam seemed to be going after me the most. He granted my wish, he had my cousin attack me, and he hated my dad. Even though we did defeat him and things reverted back to normal, something just didn't sit right with me. Somehow that feeling returned like I wasn't going to see the last of him. But I guess since we were reverted back to normal things can go back to the way they were before.

Yours,

Ezra.

April 1st, 2030

Dear Journal,

Ahem, so I'm going to let you know ahead of time that the situation I am about to tell you is something that I hadn't realized before. Old enemies always came back and they always revealed themselves, this particular enemy goes all the way back to 2021. My mother and aunt met this girl named Shauna and at first things were swell, but when it started to gradually get worse with the constant possessions, my mother and aunt had to cut her out. Now I bet you're wondering why I'm talking about some bitch named Shauna, well here's the low down about her. She was like my mother, someone who can sense things even when others couldn't. Then it happened, she started to get possessed almost 24/7 which caused a rift between my mother and aunt. They finally cut Shauna out but not before leaving a bitter taste in her mouth.

Fast Forward years later and Shauna discovers that my mother and her friend's life had soared vs how her life turned out it was like they forgot all about her. Then she decided to take it out on Mary and I as if we did something wrong. We got sent to this future and in this future we discovered that our parents aren't who they say they were. My mother was working for the government as a congress woman and my aunt was a lawyer. Now I don't know about you but things seemed to start getting worse with each passing day. Right now, my "father" has been acting like a dick. No I'm not talking about the Winchesters, this man was someone else. Hell I don't even remember his name but let's just say this man was nothing more than a bitch and a pussy. More to come.

Yours,

Ezra.

April 2nd, 2030

Dear Journal,

I had to find another place to write, the man who calls himself my father paid me a visit after my mother left. I know that you might be confused, but I'll do my best to explain. When he came to the house I refused to let him in, so rather, he forced his way in and knocked me onto the couch. I'm writing to you on one of the thick branches of a tree, yes I did climb up the tree but there was no way I was going to stay in that damn house. Anyway, back to what I was saying. Once the man came into the house the first thing I did was get up and demand that he left. I made that mistake, after I said those words he slapped me hard enough to create a bruise. It hurt like hell but I wasn't going to give up.

"Get out of this house!" I yelled.

"You don't get to order me around you dick!" he exclaimed. "You think that you and your mother can just kick me out? Fuck that shit!" the next thing I knew he shoved me hard and pushed me onto the floor. Everything happened so fast that I just wanted things to be over with. The man finished what he needed to finish at the house and stormed out leaving me on the floor. Not taking any chances, I took off in search of Mary, I did find her and we talk about how different we were compared to our parents. All of a sudden, her features began to change and she was wearing a lot of emo clothes. We had to figure out what happened before things got worse.

Yours,

Ezra.

April 3rd, 2030

Dear Journal,

We finally stopped Shauna! She was possessed by Lucifer himself, and I don't exactly remember much. I remember my cousin and Cass being trapped in a cell and I remember being taken. Then nothing. I tried to remember as much as I possibly could but it was strange. Even Mary was acting strange, like she was hiding something from me. When I spoke with Mary, I was attempting to ask her what happened, but I could barely remember anything. Even now it's kind of foggy. If I remember anything else, I'll let you know. I know that this is short, but after the adventure I had, I really needed to get some sleep. I almost fell asleep trying to write this entry.

Yours,

Ezra.