You and Christian's relationship is still fairly new, so we are in that awkward phase in the relationship where we don't know if we can overly share or not. You are also in the phase that you don't know quite how to react and what to do with yourself when he is recognized out in public. I normally move out of the way and let him have his space with his fans.
You recently joined him on his USA tour with Chelsea which has brought on another level of fans all over Christian. Christian's reserved, but he loves to interact with his fans and give a autograph or a photo. He never really refuses anyone.
Today is like no other, Christian has a match with Chelsea for preseason and you are in the stands with his family cheering him on. I smile at him as he greets us at the end of his game. He somehow convinced me to jump off the stand and go onto the field with him. As he signed more and more autographs I started getting the feeling that this was a mistake and that I should have just stayed with his family, the more autographs he signed, the more that kept coming.
"Just a few more," he turned to tell me.
I smile, "Take your time,"
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After what felt like forever Christian and I finally made our way to the tunnel and on our way, "Did you enjoy the game?" he asks me.
I turn to look at him and then down at our hands as they are interwined, "Of course, you played great, so many people love you." A little after I said this we got swarmed with people. I felt claustrophobic, so many people everywhere. I turned to Christian to see him put on a quick smile and being to sign away as more and more people surrounded us. It felt hot, the yelling, 'pulisic pulisic', the grabbing, the pushing. I felt dizzy and helpless. I wanted to get out so bad that I didn't even bother to grab Christian or tell him, I just tried to escape this cloud of fans.
As I tried to get out, I felt a similar hand grab my arm and I instantly turned to see it was Christian with a worried look on his face. I breathed out, "I need to get out, now. I'm sorry,"
He nodded and then I heard him scream, "I need everyone to back up," he said as he pushed us through the wave of people and into a quiet room.
He looked worried as he pressed my back to a wall and placed both of his hands on either side of my checks. He smiles lightly, "You are okay, just breath,"
I nod trying my best to control my breathing, but for some reason I just couldn't. My chest was rapid and I could feel my hands start to feel numb as they rested on Christian's much larger hands.
He rubbed my right check, "What can I do? What do you need me to do to help you?" he said softly as he tried not to trigger anything else.
I nodded, 'no' and looked up from his eyes up to the ceiling, hoping this would pass in just a few more minutes, but before I knew it I felt Christian's soft lips on mine. Gentle. They smoothed my rapid breathing, "Sweet like strawberry," he said chucking as our lips pulled apart.
I giggled at his remark, "Thank you,"
"Anything for my girl," he said as he planted another quick kiss on my sweet like strawberry lips.
