𝑅𝑎𝑣𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑆𝑜𝑢𝑙 ☑

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 - 𝟏𝟑

Zhan dragged himself into the villa which was like a cage for him. His heart was unbearably painful. He couldn't believe what he just heard from his papa. He looked at Yibo who was sitting on the sofa, he could see Yibo was drunk. He hated the smirk, he wish he could wipe that away from that disgusting face.

Yibo enjoyed watching Zhan hopeless. He planned all this. He threatened Mr. Xiao that he will destroy Their business if they try to take Zhan away. He remaineded them that Zhan is no more a xiao., he is now a Wang , without his permission they could never touch him.

Zhan didn't say anything just walked to his room lifelessly. He didn't want to talk to Yibo., he felt disgusted with himself for loving Yibo for so long that it's worthless.

Yibo felt his blood boil as Zhan ignored him and went away. He noticed the disgust in his eyes which got him angrier. Without second thought he followed Zhan to his room. He hold Zhan's wrist, making him turn towards him.

"You dare to ignore me! "
Yibo hissed darkly making Zhan look at him with sadness. To this point Zhan is aware of his every expression. He knew there is no point in being good or arguing. Yibo is just pathetic. He will hurt him if he argue, he will still hurt him even if he won't argue.

Yibo got angrier with passing second as Zhan didn't reply, just look at him with those eyes filled with hopelessness.
" Can't you speak?! " Yibo yelled at Zhan shaking him harshly.

" What do you want me to speak?! "
Zhan asked softly. He felt worthless. No one wants him. No one needs him any longer. No one is there who need him alive., no one will cry if Yibo kill him in anger same as no one can save him from this disgusting human. Then what is there to talk.

" Do you have nothing to talk?! "
Yibo asked darkly as he tighten his grip on Zhan's arms.

" What is there to talk ? "
Zhan laughed dryly pushing Yibo harshly away from him. His touch make him disgusted with his life and love.

" What do you want me to say when you planned all this! You tell me., what do I say? " Zhan laughed crazily with tears.

" you know what., in my eyes you look desperate., a pathetic man who is trying to hold onto something which never belongs to him! " Zhan said with hateful voice.

" Xiao Zhan! "
Yibo shouted in disbelief.

" Shut up., just shut up Wang yibo., you are fucking pathetic. Don't you have shame, you took my papa's shares to marry me., now threatening them. Are you that spineless? Your Wang family was never equal to our family now that you took our money, you have the face to show it off! " Zhan screamed at Yibo with disgust. His heart was throbbing from stress.

Yibo looked at Zhan with wide eyes., he never thought Zhan could say something like this. But he forgot those words next second watching Zhan gasping heavily. His eyes widen in fear as Zhan was having a nose bleed. As Zhan hold his abdomen breathing heavily Yibo felt scared.

Yibo hold Zhan watching his legs trembling., but got pushed away.

" Don't touch me! " Zhan sobbed sadly in pain as he hold his baby bump.

Yibo carried Zhan forcefully without caring all the fight he was putting up with him. He heart was beating fast in fear as Zhan cried hard finally putting down the fight as if knowing he couldn't win Yibo.

The drive to hospital was chaotic as Yibo was restless and was shouting at Zhan to keep his eyes open. He felt Zhan's words were true. He was pathetic. Pathetic to Fear that he might lose his babies and Zhan. His eyes tears up unknowingly as Zhan was bleeding down there.

He admitted Zhan in emergency and sit outside emotionlessly. He couldn't believe one wrong step could cause him this much.

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One month later _

It's been two days Zhan being out of coma. He felt truly hopeless. He felt low. He really wanted those children to live., yet God was not merciful enough to spare them. His heart was burdeningly painful. Till now he only found Yibo standing far, he wanted him away from him. He felt resentment. The Wang family visited him saying sorry for his lose which unconsciously made him laugh crazily as it they were really sorry. He remembered them leaving his ward with sad eyes after being screamed at. He hated them., he felt disgusted with them and their fake sadness., he couldn't help himself but to yell at them to leave. He didn't want them.

Feeling someone stroking his hand, Zhan opened his eyes and found his mama sitting next to him.

" Zhan..! "
Mrs. Xiao cried as Zhan avarted his eyes from her. Her heart was hurting so bad from guilt and sadness as she failed Zhan. She wasn't with her son when he needed him.

" son..!"
Mrs. Xiao cried more for Zhan's broke state.

Zhan tear up hearing her . What is she doing here., didn't his papa warn her not to meet him? What is she doing here when there is nothing left., no hope for him left there!

" Please leave! " Zhan sobbed tuning away from her. His heart was unbearably painful. He didn't want to hurt her with his emotions. He couldn't. He just wanted her to leave before he does something which might hurt her heart.

Mrs. Xiao cried soundlessly placing her hand over her mouth.

" Please leave., there is nothing here! Go.. Please go away!" Zhan wailed sadly making Mrs. Xiao cry pulling him into a forceful hug.

" I am sorry., so sorry! Mama is sorry! I failed you! Sorry! " Mrs. Xiao cried hugging Zhan. She wanted to beg for forgiveness yet she knew there is no forgiveness for a mother who turn her son down when he needed her the most.

" If there will be a chance then I promise I will do anything for you! " Mrs. Xiao sobbed into Her son's shoulder.

Zhan pushed her away slowly as he cried.
" anything? " Zhan asked with trembling voice making her nod severally with hopeful eyes.

"anything.." Mrs. Xiao cried holding Zhan's hands.

" Then leave., don't let me see you again! " Zhan asked firmly with tears.

Mrs. Xiao looked at Zhan in shock and sadness. Her heart ached with her son's words. Her precious son only asked her help to leave Yibo yet she couldn't., She was a pathetic mother for turning her son down again and again, now if Zhan wanted her to leave his sight., at least she could do this much. This is her punishment for hurting her son.

She smiled sadly and kissed Zhan's both hands then head mumbling sorry with every kiss she left Zhan obeying him knowing she couldn't heal him as she was also the reason of his sadness.

" If there is a second chance., then I would like to never meet you again!"
Zhan mumbled weakly with tears watching Mrs. Xiao gone.