𝑅𝑎𝑣𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑆𝑜𝑢𝑙 ☑

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 - 𝟐𝟎

It's been more than 6 months already. Zhan recovered his memory.

At first he was stunned from what he remembered as everything was same but he knew because of him various events changed.

Just because he was reborn to the age of 5, almost everything in his life changed.

He recalled the faithful day when he was standing at the road side holding his dad's hand, a person suicide in front of them., was hit by the car then a truck run over him, just like his past life how he ended his life., it's not that he regret his actions in his past life., he never regret killing himself., at least it's one of his healthiest decisions ever., if he did not took that action, did not beg God to give him another chance to save the people who are important to him., he might not be reborn and have such a good family and the best husband in the world. It's just he doesn't want to recall the man's name anymore., wish he stay dead if possible.

" Honey..., it's cold outside!" Xie Yun wrapped a blanket over Zhan's body and picked him up lovingly which startled Zhan and hug his neck for security.

Zhan smiled and put his head over his husband's shoulder., yes that's his husband., his lovely HUSBAND whom he loves to death. God why is he so good so lovely., so understanding., he ask God this question everyday. His husband is just... Umm heavenly.

He never regrets his past actions as it gave him such a amazing husband. Zhan couldn't help himself but kissing His A-Yun's jawline. Yes his A-Yun... He gave a proud smile and buried his head on his neck., he is so happy. His behavior made Xie Yun smile and place a kiss over his hair.

Sometimes happiness from heart couldn't be hidden. That's what zhan feels right now.

He remembered his whole life with in a few seconds at the accident site watching the man died on the spot. His dad covered his eyes in panic at that moment but it was too late. His eyes were heavy and ears were buzzing from all the blames and accusations. He was in coma for more than a month then. All the memories flooded as his nightmares., wanted to cry, scream but couldn't., he couldn't voice anything.

When he woke up he was stunned as his dad's family who died when he was just 9 were there., scolding his dad for being irresponsible.

He was scared thinking they wanted to hurt his dad but it never happened. At first he thought they would hate him like others as he was illegitimate child but nothing like that happened. After his recovery they took his dad to USA for heart treatment and he and his Pa joined his dad. The Gu family loved his dad so much that they moved their headquarters to USA so that they could stay with his dad. He just didn't understand why his dad had to run away after having such a supportive family. He thought it might be because his dad was just 18 when he was pregnant with him, was scared to meet other people's opinions.

When he was 10, his dad had been fully recovered and they came back to China. His dad then married his Pa(Shen wei).

Everything was good., but he suddenly felt sad and guilty after knowing that that man (Yibo) died.

In his last life he saved Yibo from a car accident when he was 7., but after being reborn he went with his dad to USA for his treatment. Unlike last life, yibo had an accident and his parents couldn't even recover his body.

It made him guilty., even if he hate Yibo to death., his heart still couldn't bear that his choices lead someone to death.

He slowly get depressed with time so his parents took him to USA when he was 12. Changes in atmosphere and treatment helped him a lot.

When he was 13 his little baby brother Gu Wei Yi was born. He was his light, his sweet baby, with his appearance he felt future is no longer like last life. He won't be taken by xiao family., won't be forced to marry yibo, won't have to lose his children.

When he was 17 he met Xie Yun., he was his senior in university., his personality attracted him towards the man. He became a junior brother to him., at that time he knew he fall in love with Xie Yun., but the elder thought him as a little brother.

Because of rebirth he himself knew his personality and heart changed. He was not longer the naive, innocent little boy who could sacrifice his love for others., only cry if others hurt him., never took stand for him. From the time he remembered everything., he chose to change himself. He wanted to chase Xie Yun, even if it's useless, at least in that way he wouldn't have to feel like he didn't try. So when his parents left USA, he stayed there. At that time he had to beg his Over possessive family so that he could stay., ither way he didn't want to return to China where he only had bad memories., in USA he was relived and happy.

Later he chased Xie Yun for a year., after his man agreed they dated for 3 years., after his Bachelor's they both came back to China and with their family's blessing married each other and permanently moved to USA. There they finished their masters and he choose to chase after his Dream., his husband helped a lot, more than his family. At that time Gu family and his parents wanted him to take over their family business but he didn't have any interest so they argued alot., finally when A-Yun said he will take care of the business till A-Yi(his brother) became capable enough to take over., he finally could chase his dream.

Their life was smooth., his husband cared for him more than he ever expected., even needed., he loved him enough that it became a nightmare for him to stay away from him.

When he finally opened a studio and settled down., they planned for a child., he was 25 years old when he was pregnant., gave birth to Xie Jian, Shen Jun before a month of his birthday.

Their life was full of flowers and happiness with their babies. His husband always gave them the best of everything., spend a lot of time with him and his babies. Sadly their happiness didn't last long. After two years they were in a vacation leaving their children with his parents. They meet with an accident on the way., at that time he could only think how to save his hubby and without giving another thought he unbluked his seat belt and hugged his husband taking most of the damage on himself. He believed A-Yun, he could take care of hid children if something happened to him., but if he lost his A-Yun, then he will die., he had no confidence that he would live in a world without his A-Yun.

He was in coma for 3 years., his memory was in pieces when he woke up. It almost took a long time to settle his memories.

In this life there is no regret., he has such a loving husband, cute babies, best parents., caring grandparents.,over protective brother., he is the happiest person.

Xie Yun saw his husband lost in his dream land., couldn't help but to bump his head making him glare.

" What are you busy with... Humm.." he asked as Zhan eyed him with red eyes rubbing his head where he just bumped. Ahh his honey is so cute.. Uff.. He smiled and rubbing his head making Zhan smile.

" wondering why my hubby is so sweet... Uff.. If You were a desert., I would have eaten you long ago..!" Zhan teased him Licking his lips making Xie Yun laugh.

" We all know who eat whom...!" Xie Yun teased placing a kiss on Zhan's Lips making him Blush. " See... My Honey is so cute.. So sweet.. So beautiful when he blush... My sweetie pie.. Let me eat you up.." Xie Yun giggled looking at his blushing husband., and take a bite of his button nose.

Zhan was totally red by then and hide his face on Xie Yun's neck. He should have better know not to tease his supper sweet husband.