anger is held in me
It's filling my head and heart
It's pumping more and more
Hatred anger disgust and violence
it's all being held in me like a water balloon
everyday each person throws my balloon around
Threatening my balloon to burst
and soon they'll burst it, once they do
all the hatred anger disgust and violence
Will spill over anything around me
but it will be ok
Because at least it's out
forced conversations
little gestures
nagging or moods
Even their simple presence
makes me wanna tear the hair out of their head
and I wish I could.
However I sit and let it happen
Because even I know
that no matter how hard I try
All of these things that make me go insane
will never stop
