Repression

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Aiming for absolution of
Buried memories brought back-
Calling me calmly in my
Dreams
Every night.

Following me fondly.
Guilt is growing and
Haunting my heaven.

Joy is not justified and I am
Killing myself with karma.
Losing love lately and lying.
Mania mixed with misery and
Nostalgia.

Overwhelmed, obsessed and omitting
Pleas and promises-
Quelled quietly.

Reminiscent-
Staring at sunrises.
Trying to tell myself to
Understand, the undying
Vacancy in my heart should vanish.

When will my words wrap in the wind?
Xanthic dress flowing-
Yelling and yearning like a
Zealot in a zephyr.

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