I'd Risk My All (Olegie and Sebryan from NSB)

2. sincere doubts

Oliver had many sincere doubts, to be honest. Starting off with whatever he felt Regie, he couldn't tell if it was lust or... something else.

He's no stranger fantasizing about certain situations, most recent one being him screaming Regie's name when- yeah you get it.

But no seriously he was lost. he was used to being able to confirm his feelings with girls, because, hello? It's something that he was raised on doing. He'd never been raised to catch feelings for a boy...

Which is why it was confusing for him. He never had such a fatal attraction to a boy, everything about Regie just made him want to moan.. and smile.. and scream.

"Yo, Oli, we're boutta get some Boba. you coming?" Justin asked him.

"Nah, i'm good, you guys go on ahead." Oliver said with feigned confidence.

"You sure bro? You never say no to Boba." Justin asked, a little worried.

"Maybe today's a different day, y'know?" Oliver said to Justin with a smile that we all know and love.

"Okay... see you later then." Justin said.

Something was for sure wrong, Justin knew it, but the question was WHAT was wrong?

WHY was Oliver acting more sad than usual.

WHO caused him to feel that way.

Justin was going to find out, with help of course.

Justin had walked out and got into the passenger seat, and Regie was in the driver's seat.

"Oil's not coming?" Regie asked with a bit of disappointment in his voice. Justin noticed it too.

"Nah, he said that he didn't feel like getting Boba today." Justin said referring to his conversation with Oliver that was honestly not too long ago.

"Oh..okay" Regie said, obviously a bit saddened that Oliver wasn't going. But he now knew for sure something was wrong, literally he acts like his life depends on Boba so for him to just decline an offer to get Boba was a bit strange. Regie put the car in reverse and went to the Boba shop.

Oliver was at home... crying?! He never cries... at least in a different reality he doesn't. He doesn't even know what he's crying for. Is it over Regie?? Is he just emotional today?? what the fuck is it? Him not knowing why he's crying just makes him cry some more.

"Yo- Oli- Are you crying?" Sebastian came in the room.

"N-nah, i'm not crying i don't cr-" Oliver was cut off with his words going inaudible indicating that he was going to cry more.

Sebastian sat down next Oliver and gave him a tight bear hug, and Oliver put his hand on Sebastian's arm while crying some more.

"Oli, what's wrong??" Sebastian said giving Oliver a look that said "don't lie to me, i know how you are."

"Seb, I think i'm confused." Oliver confessed a little scared on how his brother would react. But to his surprise Sebastian just smiled and gave him yet another hug. Oliver was more than happy.

"What makes you feel that way?" Sebastian asked Oliver.

"I think it's- it's Regie." Oliver told Sebastian

Sebastian's eyes widened in realization. "Ohhhhh, is that why you were avoiding Regie? You know he feels bad about the little spat you two had yesterday right?."