Baby, put your arms around me, tell me I'm a problem
Know I'm not the girl you thought you knew and that you wanted
Underneath the pretty face is something complicated
I come with a side of trouble, but I know that's why you're stayin'
[No Angel - Beyoncé]
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Seraya's pov
Seraya isn't a saint. We've known this, what human IS a saint?
No one, because there isn't a such thing anymore. We're stuck in a world of temptations, struggle, greediness, and a want. A want for lustful power. A want for love. A want for uniqueness and acceptance.
For Seraya, she really just wanted her lust to be tamed. The lack of attention from her parents left her thirsty for attention. Her past wasn't all cupcakes and rainbows. She got raped at a young age.
⚠️ A/N: If you are sensitive to sexual assault, discussions of abortion, and self harm or have experienced it, please skip this part, as it will be going into detail as to how it happened, when it happened, what happened, and why it happened. I wouldn't want you to have any flashback or remembrance of such an awful experience if this has happened to you, Yours Truly <3⚠️
————Flashback————
Seraya was only 15. Yet, she had already been deemed a whore, of course it wasn't true. She didn't want it.
She didn't want it?
No, no she didn't.
Why did he do it?
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*At the party*
Seraya and her boyfriend at the time, had finally walked in the party he had been talking about nonstop. Seraya didn't wanna go. Her parents warned her against it. Her best friend begged her not to go. But her boyfriend said otherwise
"You love me right?"
"W-well yeah, of course I do, but-"
"Then there should be no problem with going to a party, for me. If you love me, show me you love me by going to this party." He looked at her with such an intense stare.
She didn't want to disappoint. Who is she kidding though, she's already disappointed her parents by falling submissive under the hands of peer pressure.
He and Seraya had walked in the mansion with blue, and purple pulsating lights flashing through the room. Seraya was blinded. She couldn't see anything, so she had her boyfriend hold her hand as he led her to a group of his friends. She knew she'd regret it as soon as she saw their smirks smothering their faces.
"I'll be right back. Gonna get us some drinks. 'Kay?"
She just simply smiled and soaked up the uncomfortable situation she was now stuck in.
"So, what's a pretty thing like you doin' up here?" One of his friends asked, with lust dancing upon his eyes, as he wrapped an arm around Seraya's shoulder, hands touching her chest area
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I'd Risk My All (Olegie and Sebryan from NSB)
Romancewhat happens when one realizes that after all of the ship videos his feelings might be real for one of his "homies" will the other reciprocate these feelings? or will it be one sided?? this story contains -use of alcohol -smut -angst -homophobia -h...
