Spinaraki ( Song fic - She wants me (To be loved) - The happy fits )

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" I know you know.. " Spinner murmured to Shigaraki, glancing over his ragged face with a sad smile while leaning his chin on the palm of his scally hand. Shigaraki narrowed his crimson hues at him in confusion, carefully picking up a glass filled to the rim with beer. " I'm not too discrete— " Spinner continued, closing his eyes as he spoke. Shigaraki took a sip of the liquid before placing the cup back onto the bar's countertop.
Walking around, heart on my sleeve.
Shigaraki Rolled his eyes, shooing him away with a hand. [So]  " I[You say you ] love you[Me], but not the way you[I] need. " He scowled, turning away from him. Spinner let out a friendly chuckle, patting Shigaraki on the back. " I know you do, boss. " Spinner murmured as he got up from the old bar stool, smiling at him before walking off with a sing-songy hum.
Things are so close to where I want to be.

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I've known you so long, and maybe too well.
Shigaraki strolled down the dirt pathway, hood shielding his face. Spinner ran up, footsteps quickly pacing up to Shigaraki as he placed a hand on his shoulder with a smile. " Hey, boss! " Spinner said, excitement flooding his tone.
All of the boys, you kiss and tell.
Dabi looked over from the other side of Shigaraki, narrowing his eyes at him. He scowled at Spinner before leaning in. He placed a kiss on Shigaraki's cheek, smirking at Spinner as he ran ahead of them.
Though, I'll never be them-
Spinner let out a fake chuckle as Shigaraki hid his flustered face with his hand. " Shut up! " Shigaraki cried out with obvious embarrassment. [See]" I'm just a good friend! Let me laugh, bro. " Spinner said humorously, placing his hand on Shigaraki's head.
Though it's not quite bliss, I don't want this to end.
Shigaraki let out a sigh as Spinner pulled him in while ruffling up his white hair. He watched as Shigaraki let out a laugh, smiling softly at him with pink cheeks. Shigaraki looked over, smiling back at him.
Oh, Oh, She wants me to be loved— Oh, Oh, she really, really does..

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Oh, I can't stop feeling, I want her love-
Spinner gazed at Shigaraki with stars in his sparkling ruby red eyes, leaning his head on his arms.
But all my dreaming is not enough..
His smile quickly turned to a frown as Dabi walked up, sitting next to Shigaraki. He placed an arm around him, pulling the white-haired male closer.
So in the morning, the sun will rise~
Spinner let out a quiet sigh, looking away from them as they started to passionately kiss each other.
Spinner shook his head, mumbling his thoughts out loud, " And I'll wake up and he[She] won't be- " He quickly covered his mouth, pausing mid-sentence as his red eyes widened, realizing what he had been doing.
Oh, Oh, she wants me to be loved— Oh, Oh, she really, really does.

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Let's take a walk, down by the beach.
Spinner watched as Shigaraki frolicked in the sand, bare feet leaving scattered footprints in it.
Spinner spoke up, smiling at him, " It's warm on the sand— " He chuckled, catching up to the other.
We'll save space for Jesus
Spinner followed him down to the water, sitting down in the damp sand.
I'll pick you flowers, while you count the hours-
As the sun started to set, leaving an ombré of bright colors in the sky; Spinner glanced over at him, gazing at his face. He seemed uneasy as he reached up, scratching his neck. He softened his gaze with worry, reaching over to him.
'Till you can go home and watch drama TV.
He placed a hand on the other's shoulder and he paused, looking over at him with tears welling up in his crimson eyes. Spinner pulled him into an embrace, gently patting his back as he cooed at him. Spinner let out an eager sigh, starting to speak, " I'll say it now! " He huffed while looking down, letting go of Shigaraki. He continued, " There's no turning back— " Shigaraki wiped his eyes, confusion flooding his expression.
Time-After-Time, My odds are stacked
" I like you! " Spinner said, shoving his face into his hands. " You have to be joking— " Shigaraki scowled, narrowing his eyes. [So, I'll say,] " No kidding, of course, I don't! " [while you wish I didn't—]
Maybe this time will be different for me.
Shigaraki looked away, frowning at his response. He shuffled away, leaning his chin onto his knees.
Oh, Oh, She wants me to be loved— Oh, Oh, she really, really does.

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Oh, I can't stop feeling, I want her love.
Spinner leaned over on Shigaraki's shoulder, concentrating on the television. His controller joycon swerved as the character on the screen did.
But all my dreaming is not enough..
Just as Spinner crossed the finishing line, Shigaraki threw his controller on the ground. " Damn it! " Shigaraki cursed, pushing Spinner away with a groan. " Go to hell." He said, continuing his tantrum.
So in the morning, the sun will rise~
Spinner let out a quiet chuckle before bursting out into laughter. He leaned back, falling onto the bed.
And I'll wake up and She won't be-
Shigaraki tackled Spinner, landing on top of him. He quickly got up, looking away with flustered cheeks.
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Spinner leaned back, gazing down as Shigaraki leaned his head onto his lap. He let out a shaky breath, gazing away with flustered cheeks. As the lights dimmed, he closed his eyes, murmuring to him, " One day you'll love me before we grow old. " He said softly, humming along with his words. Shigaraki was already fast asleep, curled up on his lap.
All of your wishes to have and to hold.
He ran his fingers through his hair, leaning down and kissing his forehead.
I'll do your dishes, and ask for no kisses.
Shigaraki awoke to his gentle touches, flinching as he looked up at him. " Why are you doing this.. What do you want from me? " He questioned, gazing away with dull eyes as Spinner quickly responded to him., [So] " I'll tell you what I want if— " He paused, thinking over what he was about to say. He continued, taking a deep breath, " You tell me what you want is- me " Shigaraki looked at Spinner with a nervous expression as he moved away from him.
Quit movin'!
Spinner choked back a sob, looking away from him. Shigaraki held his own hands, indecisively shuffling closer to Spinner once again.
Quit dancin'!
He cupped his scaly chin in his palms, leaning in. He aggressively pressed his chapped lips onto Spinner's, pulling him in closer.
Why can't you love me here tonight?

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Oh, I can't stop feeling, I want her love-
Shigaraki grabbed his hand, pinky finger extended out as he tugged him along.  Spinner let out a shocked gasp, allowing the other to pull him towards his room.
But all my dreaming is not enough..
Shigaraki threw him onto the bed, plopping down beside him. Spinner blushed as Shigaraki laid next to him, then crawled on top of him with a smirk. He trailed his hands downwards, tracing his fingers over Spinner's scaly chest.
So in the morning, the sun will rise~
Shigaraki leaned in, placing small kisses onto Spinner's face, lifting a hand to cup his cheek. He kissed down, gently biting at his neck with lustful intent. Spinner squirmed a bit, placing his hands around Shigaraki's waist.
And I'll wake up and she won't be mine
Just as Shigaraki sat up and leaned in for a kiss, he awoke, breathing heavily. He frantically looked around, sighing in disappointment.

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Oh, I can't stop feeling, I want her love-
Spinner hummed as he walked into the bar, flowers in his hands. He closed his eyes, pausing in the doorway. " I'm sure he'll accept my feelings! " Spinner muttered to himself for reassurance. He straightened his scarf and fixed his mask. " I have to look presentable! " He said with confidence, looking down at the bundle of flowers he was holding.
But all my dreaming is not enough..
He took a deep breath, continuing his walk. He glanced around, looking for Shigaraki. He let out a sigh, placing a hand on his face. He shook his head, trying to reassure himself once again. " I got this.. "
So in the morning, the sun will rise~
He hurried over to Shigaraki's room door, stopping in front of it. He smiled, pushing the door open.
And I'll wake up and she won't be-
He went silent, dropping the flowers onto the ground. He stared blankly as he saw Dabi with Shigaraki. Shigaraki glanced over with a slight smile, and he smiled back, small tears welling up in his eyes and trickling down his cheek. He wiped away his tears, letting out a laugh " Congrats." He said with a bright smile.
Oh, Oh, She wants me to be loved— Oh, Oh, she really, really does
Spinner walked out of the room, hurrying over to his own. He slumped onto the ground, starting to sob. He covered his face with his scarf, sobbing quietly.
Oh, Oh, She wants me to be loved— Oh, Oh, she really, really does