Drowning ~ Tommyinnit Angst

Chapter 3

Heyyy :)
It's been a really long time but I decided to at least try to keep writing this so here I am lol
This chapter is where the angst starts coming in so hope y'all enjoy ^w^
Also for better effect wait to play the song until it comes up in the story :)
(and special shout-out to @huiohuhuio cause I kinda forgot about this book but I'm gonna try to get it up and running again)
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TW
not really anything in this chapter ( ._.)
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Tommy woke up the next morning feeling pretty exhausted. The day before had been fun, but draining.

He laid around for a bit while scrolling on twitter before eventually working up the energy to get out of bed and take a shower.
He took a really nice long shower just enjoying the hot water. He dried off he got changed for the day, throwing on a green dream hoodie, and brushing his teeth. After that he splashed some water on his face and, looking in the mirror, drug his hands down his face and groaned as one does on an especially tired morning.

He opened the drawer and reached for his meds, grabbing the orange prescription bottle, but didn't hear the familiar rattling noise. He looked down and was reminded that he'd ran out yesterday. His first thought was to call his parents up, but he decided he didn't want to bother them, since they were on a pretty serious trip. It wasn't too worrying anyway, he'd been doing just fine the last 6 months or so, he thought to himself.

He moved on from the fact and just continued with his morning, thinking about things he could do that day, having no streaming plans, but nothing sounded too appealing.

He sat at his desk and watched some YouTube for a while just feeling too unmotivated to get anything done. He got a discord message from Ranboo inviting him to a call with him and tubbo to hangout on the smp, but he ignored it cause he didn't really feel like talking to anyone right now. He got up a couple times to get a snack but just felt really really bored.

Eventually he just grabbed his phone and earbuds, pulled his shoes on and walked out the door. He took a stroll to the park around the corner, not wanting to go much further than a block or two.
There wasn't anyone around that day, an occurrence most likely related to the groggy overcast sky. It wasn't most peoples ideal park-going weather. Taking a seat on he rusty old swing at the edge of the park, he plugged in his ear buds and hit shuffle on his favorite playlist.

He pushed off, swinging lightly back and forth, accompanied only by the little squeak the chains made following every back and forth motion.
It was a fairly dull activity but one of his favorites nonetheless. It was very relaxing. No one ever used the swings except him so he was never bothered. He could sit there all day long and just forget about everything.

-time skip-

After what he assumed had been an hour or two passing (he really couldn't tell), Tommy got up and decided to head home. It was about to start getting dark so he figured he might as well walk back.

He trudged along, dragging his feet on the pavement as he turned the corner and his house came into view.

He walked in the door with a sigh, feeling unaccomplished and empty. He wandered into the kitchen planning on grabbing some dinner, but nothing sounded good and he didn't seem have an appetite anyway. He figured he could get a snack later if he wanted to.

Tommy climbed the stairs to his room where he kicked his shoes off by the door and collapsed into his bed. He felt exhausted despite having done close to nothing the whole day. And on top of that he had the most pounding headache he'd had in a while.
He got up to change into some pajamas but didn't have the energy to do anything else. He just fell back onto his bed and sighed, hoping tomorrow might be a little better.
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Well that took way to long to write...
This isn't even good writing and I had sooo much writing block >:0

I hope it's not too bad (I don't have the energy to re-read this and spell check)
Vote if you enjoyed it I guess 🤷‍♀️
Alright byeee :)