Shit I remember

7th grade

So for people who personally know me or have even talked to me for the smallest amount of time will know that I was a pick me in 7th grade. This definitely didn't go well for me in the long run because I lost most of my friends, I was friends with, at that time.

I had about 7 boyfriends the whole year. I don't know if that's accurate. First guy was a guy named Kayden. Kayden and I met in English class, I believe and we bonded. I decided that he was cute and I wanted to go out with him so I had his friend (Brendan) ask him out for me.

Kayden had told me to give him some time to think and I 100% heard him when he said yes, but then he stopped talking to me. I don't know why, I thought it was because he didn't like me but I guess not.

Around the time that he wasn't talking to me, I got together with my second boyfriend. Tony. Tony was a sweetheart. Genuinely one of the nicest people I had ever met.

Kayden had found out I was dating him and asked why him and I were dating, although Kayden and I were supposedly dating. I explained that I thought he didn't want to talk to me anymore and Kayden said the same thing, so I just told him that I was breaking up with him and staying together with Tony.

Kayden was not happy about this and stopped talking to me for a while. Then he moved.

After I had started dating Tony, I had become friends with the rest of his friends. They were kind of assholes but it didn't matter because Tony was there.

One guy I particularly didn't like was Nehemiah, Tony's best friend. Reason being, he made weird jokes about Tony and I. I had the same thing happen to my ex and I in the 6th grade so I wasn't taking any shit.

This ended up becoming a huge fight between Nehemiah and Tony. Nehemiah texted me one day saying he was going to stop being friends with Tony because I was weirded out.

True but that didn't mean I wanted them to stop being friends. They stayed together after I talked with them about the whole situation, and Nehemiah stopped making weird jokes.

Do you guys remember when I said I was a pick me? I'm not joking. During the relationship I had with Tony, I decided to start crushing on the guy who was in the same friend group as Tony, Nehemiah and I, named Charles (Charlie is what we called him).

I wanted to be cool so one day during math class, as I'm sitting RIGHT BESIDE MY BOYFRIEND AT THE TIME, I get randomly asked out by Charlie. At this point everyone knew about my crush and I'm sure Tony knew as well but it was the 7th grade and I genuinely regret this so much.

Again, I wanted to be cool, so I literally said... next to my boyfriend... "Yeah I'm getting bored of him anyways". Yes I'm aware, I was a fucking bitch. I confessed this to reddit and got 10 downvotes.

Tony was visibly upset, I would be too if my girlfriend just said she was getting bored of me.

I was kind of suspicious about the whole thing though because Charlie never really showed any signs of liking me. It was just out of the blue. So I asked a friend of mine, Desmond, if he could ask Charlie if he liked me.

He confirmed my suspicions and told me that Charlie in fact, did not like me. During math class that day, I asked Charlie about it and he told me it was an oreo.

I had no clue what the fuck an oreo was so when they explained it to me, I was very sad. Apparently it's like rock, paper, scissors. But instead of saying "rock, paper, scissors" you say "or, e, o" and whoever looses, has to do a dare that the person who won, requests. I hope that made sense.

So his friend who had won, dared Charlie to ask me out. He had to stay with me for a whole week or he would loose so he kept telling me that it was fine if we were together. I wanted to date him but realized it would never be a real relationship if we did. So I said no.