MARRIED TWICE (GxG) (POLYAMORE)

CHAPTER 10

Luxembourg
(PALACE of DUCHESS Beatrice Vien Gardin Mortimor)

SOFIA P.O.V

"Sofia dear, were here"

I suddenly felt a warm palm tapped my shoulder carefully. I open my eyes and adjusting the sunlight because it's hurting my eyes. I saw her smiling in front of me. When I look everywhere I didn't realize that I'm already in her luxurious limousine.

"Are you okay? You seems doesn't feel well, "

I stared at Beatrice who still sitting in front of me. She smiled again and Her Beautiful smile with her angelic face, is like I've seen them before. I don't know why I felt this way,  but this is new. Her smiles are very familiar but I can't remember where and when, I just feel it.

"Sofia, are you listening?"

I can hear her talking but I don't know what it is. I just stared at her and curious.

I've been hiding and home schooled my entire life. I read all the books in my father's library. I though after celebrating my 18th birthday, I can be freely flee to wherever I want to go. But after my father confessions, my life changed. I won't deny that I married someone I just meet! And unfortunately she's already married to Beatrice! And now here I am, living with her temporarily. I don't know why I agreed to this kind of arrangements.

I know , this is selfish decision, but if this might be the answer that I'm looking for. If this help me remember everything! I'm gladly accepted it. Beatrice might be the big help. Help to solve this tragedy. My mom, my nightmare ,my past and my illness.
Anyway, I don't feel bothered being with her and in fact I suddenly felt happy, I have my freedom and She makes me feel safe just like Vel.

Beatrice stepped out of the car firsts. She's waiting for me to follow her.  She smiled again. when I was about to get up, I felt my heart beating fast. did I run on marathon ??
Am I having a heart failure!?
Should I ask Beatrice to see a doctor?

"Sofia, are you okay? Did you feel something , tell me!? What's bothering you?? Are you fighting with your thoughts? Again?"

Again?? I looked at her with confused. Does she know ?? When I finally stepped out the car Beatrice holds me  both her hands on my shoulder,

"Sofia, Your safe with me, just trust me okay!"

She looks so worried. I looked away because she bent down, I don't want her to see me blushing with embarrassment.

I  nod again at her but still hesitated! she move her body  closer and closer! I panicked ! Ohh my ghaddd!!! 

I feel my face is burning? Wait what!!!! I touched my face! Why is it so hot??, my heart pounding non stop !! I panicked and when I look at her, Our eyes meet, sheytt! I accidentally push her.

what the hell am I doing!  And what is this weird feeling!! And now pushing her without reason! This is insane! She might think that I'm crazy!

I try not look at her with embarrassment. I want to apologize for pushing her, but I don't know how.

"It's okay Sofia, I'll understand, rest assured that as long as I'm here with you, I wont leave you. So don't be afraid "

Beatrice , I'm sorry.

! Even though I couldn't look at her,I noticed that she's smiling again. Beatrice talking to Lea and I take a step forward. But I suddenly feel ill. Beatrice reflexive body catch me before I fall down.

"Are you okay? Sofia! Answer me.. does your head in pain ? I'm sorry, its very a long trip. You can rest when we get inside the room. Can you walk?"

I nod at her because I dont have my notepad in my hands. She help me walking til were inside the palace. I didn't notice the fragrance of the garden and the luxurious of the palace since I'm only looking at Beatrice the whole time. When we arrive inside, at the entrance the servants fall in line and bow their head as a respect to their royalty.