MARRIED TWICE (GxG) (POLYAMORE)

CHAPTER 6

SOFIA P.O.V.

The white wedding gown feels heavy on my body. My face is already painted with makeup, i barely recognized myself in the mirror.
The wedding music starts playing, I look around nervously, I know dad's with me and holding my hand with full of love, but I still can't believe that I'm here now marrying the princess of Holland as a second wife because of this stupid arrangement. As I walking slowly in the abbey, I saw Princess Vel  with her so called wife and her parents the king and Queen to be her witness together with nanay and her daughter.,The old couple stare at me from top the top to the bottom, they are observing my attire it seems. I couldn't help but be a little nervous. I was about to marry a girl that I have never met, just to secure a political alliance and this arrangement 25 years ago. The idea of it nearly made me laugh, but none of this was funny. I was so nervous, all I wanted to do was pace. Why didn't I just run? I thought, for fucking serious they had sex on the other night and fuck!  I swear I regret what I saw. She went here in philippines just for this proposal of marrying me and yet she's having sex with her wife in my house. I couldn't help but hate myself for allowing my father to control whom I wed especially King Albert. What if Vel and Beatrice hated me? Torture me to death?  What if she was just another spoiled rotten princess, like the others I had read in so many books?
What if we could never get along? What if-- But before I could finish that thought the stable master and a little boy, who I was sure had to to be a stable hand, came running around the corner and rushed straight to the king. That little boy must be the princess younger brother Prince Edmund Howard. I didn't even realize that I'm already here with Vel,  facing the King and Queen together with the priest. With all eyes on the stable hand, Vel whispered something to the King Albert.

I looked straight at them and finally Queen Eleanor notice my confusion.   She hug's me and compliment my wedding dress that actually from Holland. This dress must be expensive than I thought.
"Your so beautiful with that wedding dress Sofia, your mom would be definitely happy knowing that your wearing your mom's made for you"
I stared at her shockingly, what did she say??  This wedding dress made by my Mom for this event?  Wait! Where this tears coming down,  I'm not crying for Pete sake!  All this time Mom really into this marriage without  asking me if I like this? I thought only Dad and the Royal Family whose into this.  Is this really need to happen? 
"Sofia,  dear?  Are you okay? "
Dad came to my side and give me a Hug and comfort me,  I know he can't do anything now even though I want him to stop this nonsense. I can find my mom's death with my own hand anyway. But I can't stop this.

"Don't worry Sofia,  after 3 years of this marriage, you can file a divorce papers and free to live your own. You can still have the money that we've promise for you to start a new life. In fact this marriage is just a contract with our parents,  I have my wife with me. We didn't force you into it but we just need to fulfill their wished to be."

Vel spoke with her sincere look and  suddenly removed  after I nod in agreement.

They say that some people were born under the lucky star, while others, are just not so lucky.Everyone is wondering about what their destiny is, and for me, it is an unexpected roller coaster that has no end and no beginning. I have never seen my mom my whole life, and I was pretty much raised by a single dad and unluckily my incident report is still unknown. I thought after my 18th birthday I would be free to find clue of my moms Death and what happened 13 years ago. but instead I'm now stuck with this arrange marriage. 

Six days Ago ...

There are so many questions in my head that need to be answered.
Because dad telling me I have to marry someone I have just met in less than one hour ?
He told me we would have a private wedding, but it certainly is "PRIVATE". Which means only the family members knows this wedding.