Would you love a creature? - Eddie Munson x Y/N

Chapter 13

Eddie

She didn't speak to me for the whole day. It hurt and I hated it but I got it.
She knew I'd lied and I rejected her, of course she was angry at me but I knew I was right, it fucking sucked but it was right.
Wayne could feel the tension, he kept eyeballing us all day, wondering why we weren't acting like we normally do. She wouldn't even sit near me when normally she's by my side all day. I felt empty without her there, but I couldn't give in, as much as I wanted to, I couldn't.

I tried to fill my day, even doing homework which really made Wayne worry, but I couldn't get my mind off that kiss. It felt so perfect and so normal, like she'd been made just for me, it hurt to think about but how could I not? She's been the only thing on my mind for a week now, every moment all I think of is her yet I can't allow myself to go there yet.

That night she went to bed early, I think it was exhaustion from being so angry at me all day.
I wasn't sure wether to sleep on the couch or carry on as normal, it seemed heightened now, inappropriate almost.
As I went into my room I notice she has her back to me, the bedcover wrapped around her tightly, her usual sleeping position but tonight it felt so cold and deliberate. I grabbed my pillows and the spare blanket at the bottom of the bed and made a makeshift bed on the floor, I didn't want to leave her alone incase she had a rough night again, but as I laid down I heard her speak to me for the first time since this morning.
"Eddie please come to bed" she says, her voice so quiet and sad I felt my heart break in half.

As I slide up into bed she turns around to face me, I notice redness in her eyes that tells me she's been crying, my heart now shatters.
I stroke her cheek softly. "This is what I mean Y/N, love isn't always happiness and rainbows, it's moments like this" I say quietly.
"But you tell me you want me to learn new things, I know that I do and I agree, but there are things I want to learn about that no-one but you can teach me" she responds.
"Like what?"
She's silent for a moment before her next request throws me through a loop.
"What people do when they're attracted to each other"
I know what she means, she's using my words against me and I hate it because I know I can't argue with it.
"We can't, you're not ready" I say, despising this situation.
"I am" she says.
"You aren't, I don't want you to regret anything"
She sits up and I can see she's naked and I can't help how my body reacts to that. She's planned this.
"Eddie I notice things about you that makes my stomach feel weird, a good weird, but weird. I can't help but stare at you sometimes and there are times where I feel that same weird feeling lower than my stomach. I'm not a child, I know there are things I'm unsure of when it comes to emotion and feelings but I know what my body is telling me, when I feel that I start to think about you in ways like on that movie. I know what sex is, I've heard the white coats talk when they think we aren't listening. I know how I feel means I want us to have sex. I want you to teach me"

My heart hammers in my chest, as I listened to hear speech my eyes wandered over her naked back, right down to her bare ass, I can see the side of her breast as she leans forward, her hard nipple just visible. I try to breathe through and not become aroused but it doesn't work. Then hearing how I make her feel, it made every ounce of my self restraint disappear and before I know it I'm knelt in front of her with my lips pressed to hers.
I push the bedsheet away and she's exposed to me. Her perfect body mine, finally.

I lay her down on the bed as my lips moving onto her cheek and over her neck, small gasps escape her own lips as I travel further, over her chest and onto her breasts. I look up at her as I pause. "Are you sure you want this?" I ask her, needing confirmation before I went further.
"Yes Eddie. I want this" she responds breathlessly.
I take her nipple into my mouth and suck on it softly, a quiet moan follows.
I knew I needed this to be about her, I needed her to know her satisfaction was just as important as mine. I needed to take this slow.
I move over to her other nipple and repeat the same action, sucking gently and letting my tongue flick over it. Her body shudders beneath me as she softly groans my name, a sound I've been dying to hear.

I push my hand between her closed legs and gently push them open as I move down her body, leaving an invisible bread crumb trail of kisses on her smooth skin as I get closer to her core.
She leans up on her elbows as she watches me lean down between her legs, her pussy was already wet, her pink folds glistening for me in the most inviting way.

Her eyes lock with mine as I lean down, my tongue flicking over her clit once and eliciting the most beautiful reaction. Her head tilts back as she moans loudly, her hand gripping my hair suddenly. It was like a drug to me, I needed it again. I wrap my lips around the sensitive nub and suck at it the way I had her nipples, tasting her and feeling her grow wetter for me.
I raise my hand to her opening and slip one finger into her, she felt so tight but so ready, I push the tip of my finger upwards inside her and drag it down slowly, waiting for her to let me know when I hit her sweet spot. Her hips jolt upwards and she groans, letting me know I'd hit the jackpot. I hold my finger there, gently stroking that spot as my tongue flicks over her clit again, her body now thrown back onto the bed as she arches upwards in the sexiest way I've ever seen.
I start to realise I'd been wrong, so incredibly wrong, I hadn't even thought of the fact one of the things she's been starved of all these years is affection. She hadn't gotten to know what pleasure could be, how good it feels to have another person touch you in the most intimate way.

I press my lips to her clit once more and I feel it. Her already tight core grows tighter around my finger, her body shuddering against the bed as she cries out my name. I let my finger do all the work inside as I watch her, raising my head away reluctantly from her delicious pussy as I watch her body react to me. Her lips are held open as she groans over and over, her body writhes and jolts as her climax takes hold of her for a moment then slowly lets her go, her body relaxing and her breathing slowing.
I move back up her body to her lips, kissing them desperately.
"What was that?" She asks, her expression satisfied but shocked.
"That, sweetheart, was an orgasm" I tell her.
She smiles. "I think I like those"
"Good, because I intend to give you many" I growl, burying my lips into her neck and caressing her skin with my tongue.
I feel her gasp against my mouth and I can't resist anymore, my cock ached for her and I had to feel her around me.
I ask her one final time. "Are you sure you want to do this? You can say no"
She nods. "Please Eddie, I want this"
I position myself in front of her wet entrance and very, very slowly enter her. It takes everything in me not to take her in the most feral way, it's all I want to do, but I know she needs this to be slow and steady.

Her face looks pained as I open her up for the first time, her eyes clenched shut as a quiet whimper comes from her throat.
I pause, letting her get used to me before I continue, inch by inch entering her before I'm completely inside her.
"Are you ok?" I ask, waiting for her to let me know when she wants me to continue.
She nods, breathing through the pain, I slowly rock my hips back and forth, ignoring my own pleasure to concentrate on her feeling comfortable.
After a few minutes it looks like the pain stops and it starts to feel good for her, whimpers turn to quiet moans, each one louder than the last as I start to gain pace gradually.
She opens her eyes and looks directly into mine and I'm lost, the feel of her body against mine, her pussy around my cock, her beautiful eyes staring into my soul. I curse myself for holding back from her for so long, I needed this more than I'd realised.
I lean down and press my lips to hers as I start to fuck her harder, small gasps from both of us muffled against each other's mouths as we both finally give in to each other completely...