Chapter- 43

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Baekhyun's pov

"I can't sleep without u anymore" chanyeol say as he look into my eyes

Our face are like an inch away...and I can feel his breathing. 

I take a glup...and I slowly push him with my two hands and say

"A...Arraso...m..move" i then open my bag and place my things

I m now sitting on the floor

He throw himself onto bed and look down at me from bed

"U said 'arraso'. That means I can sleep with u? I can sleep hugging u? I can kiss u when we sleep?" He ask me

I just low my head down because I can't bear to see him..

I know I m blushing now..

"Answer me " he add

But i still not looking at him

He then come down from bed and sit beside me and lift my chin

"Look at....." he stop what he is saying when he see my face...

Aish....is my face really red right now??

"B...baekhyun-ya. ...u r blushing" he say

"Aish!" I say as I push him and run into bathroom and lock the door

Chanyeol then knock on the door

"Come on. ..open the door...u r so cute when u r blushing.." he say as he is laughing

Ah....I wanna die. ..

"U r blushing because I r think some...dirty thoughts right?" He say again

"Arnyi ya...." i answer

"So why r u so shy right now? I know I think that"

Aish...the truth is yes..I was thinking about what chanyeol say...

Sleep with him...hug him and  ....kiss with him..

I look in the mirror. .

Omg.....how should I chanye my burning face to normal??

I then wash my face...

And I stay inside bathroom for like five min..

Then i go out...he is waiting outside. ..

He then lean near my face.

I step back  a little

"Is it turn to normal?" He ask looking my face

"So what?"

"That was cute u know?"he say and smirk.

"U! If u say again then i will move to that room again"

"Ok ok....I won't. ..but u already agree that I can sleep with u...hugging u...kissing y...."

"Yah!" I shout

"Arraso arraso...."

Then the door bang open

"S..Sehun-ya? " it is sehun..

He look angry

"Why r u here?" He say as he walk toward me

"Is that matter?" Chanyeol say to sehun

"Shut u chanyeol hyung"

"Sehun-ya. ..I m sorry I...." i say but chanyeol interfere

"Why r u apologising?  This is originally his room...so is there any wrong?"

"Come " sehun pull my hand and take me out of the room

Chanyeol follow and pull my another hand

*sigh* not again

"Release that" sehun say

"Why don't u do that?" Chanyeol say back

"Baekhyun hyung...will u take a walk with me?" Sehun ask me

"A...y...."

"He is not" chanyeol answer except me

The atmosphere is very intense...

I shook both of their hands off

"Let me speak u two!" I shout ...

They two become quiet then i say

"Ok...I will go with sehun for a while and I will come back...I will stay in chanyeol and kai room now...ok?"

"Ok" sehun say and pull my hand and go downstairs and out of the house...

I feel sorry for chanyeol. ..

But sehun...I also feel sorry for him...

On the way....

He is griping my hand so tight...

My hand becomes to hurt

He walk and walk and walk...

Finally. ..I can't stand of the pain anymore..my hand hurt now

"Sehun-ya. ...it is hurt...my hand" i say

He then let go of my hand

He is not facing me...I can only see his back...

He is quiet...he is not talking a bit. .

"Sehun-ya? "

"W...why him?" He ask me..

His voice is like he is about to cry...or is he crying?

"What do u mean why him? Chanyeol? "

"Is there another person? That u care..that u like...that u choose....that u only look at!!!" He turn to me and shout

He is crying...

"Sehun-ya?  Why r u crying?" I say as I m about to touch his face but he slap my hand away

"Answer me!"

"There is nothing like choosing...I don't choose anyone or i don't ignore anyone...."

"U don't but ur heart did" he say. ...

"Sehun-ya. ..pls...don't cry...pls" i say and hug him..

He don't hug me back instant but after a few second he warp his arms around my waist and pull me closer

"Ur heart did isn't it?" He ask again

I feel guilty and pity for him

What answer will be best to answer now? 

To convince him..

"Arnyi ya....me or my heart didn't make any choice. ..changing room is nothing. ...just nothing for me"

We break hug ...he hold my two shoulders...

And lean in to kiss me...

But i suddenly turn away to avoid..

Aish...I really don't want to kiss with him...I don't know why

He look so disappointed with my action

"Just nothing for u? Liar " he say and about to walk away..

Aish...he is still young...u shouldn't be depressed because of me

I then stop him...

When he turn around...

I tiptoe and kiss him.....

I can't help but to do like this...

Am I giving him false hopes?

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