My Life Torn Apart.

Chapter 11

P.O.V Drake
Louis left 3 months ago for a tour and since then Allison as been on a downward spiral going fast. She's never home, always gone to parties late night with her friends and it's summer now so I'm not angry about it, she had amazing grades at the end of the year and she is so sweet when we is home but I can tell she's scared. For some reason there tour ended early so he's coming home tonight but Allison won't see him until tomorrow and she seems to be kinda jumpy. When I mention it she changed the subject and acts like I never said anything. She dyed her hair brown but then added hot pink in it. She's always fucked up. Drinking, pills or smoking anything she can get but she isn't shooting up yet. She thinks I don't know but it's kind of obvious, especially when she posts all of it on Instagram..

"Drake, honey can you make Elliot some breakfast?"

"Yea one second."

I grab Elliot and throw him over my shoulder and he starts to laugh hysterically and I sit him down on the stools at the counter in the kitchen.

"What do you want to eat bud?"

"Eggs and bacon daddy."

"Okay okay ill cook something real fast for you." Lauren comes into the kitchen all dressed up for work, she got a nursing job at the children's hospital. She grabs some toast and orange juice and kisses us both on the cheek.

"Love my boys." I kissed her back and so did Elliot I told her I loved her and right before she exited Elliot screamed that he loved her too. I heard Allison make her way down the stairs now and she sat down beside Elliot and had her hair up in a easy bun with a black T-shirt and pink sweatpants and her fuzzy socks and her glasses. Wow she usually never come down with those on always puts her contacts on, this is probably the 1st I've seen her out of her room with them on.

"Drake, can I have some eggs too. Im starving."

"How about I make you cheesy eggs, if they are still your favorite?"

"Yes! They are and orange juice and bacon."

"Okay now don't get greedy." We both started laughing then Elliot demanded some too. This is the first time I've seen allison not completely out of it.

"Drake can we go shopping today..?"
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"Umm I guess so but we have to drop your brother off at his friends house first."

"Okay, Imma go get ready after we eat." I gave both of them there breakfast but Allison only ate her eggs and took her orange juice "to go."

By the time we dropped off Elliot and got to the mall Allison decided where exactly she wanted to go. She went straight to Forever 21.

"What is it exactly that you want?"

"A summer dress, I want to look pretty when he comes over tomorrow.. I barley talked to him and he hasn't texted me and I don't know... What if he found someone else. I mean we weren't dating, we haven't even kissed but I felt something there but I don't know if he felt it and I've been so sad lately that the thought of him coming back and not wanting me breaks my heart so I have to look perfect Drake.." Now I understood. Why she was doing all this stuff. She didn't wanna lose Louis like she has lost so much.. Everything is taken from her. I grabbed my phone and send Louis a quick text:
Hey Allison is freaking out about you not liking her back and im not sure what to do to make her happy but please when you come back come see her. She hasn't been.. Okay. Since you left.
I followed Allison to the dressing rooms and she came out with so many until she doing the one she liked. She went and grabbed some shoes and new makeup and begged me for it and of course I said yes.. I haven't got her something in so long it feels good to go out like nothing ever happened. We laughed and she placed a hat on my head and I have to admit it looked pretty good. So I got that too. I looked at the time and we had to go now. I had to be at work soon. I have a part time job working for the State right now. It will eventually become full time but I have to help out with Elliot over the summer. I dropped Allison at the house and asked what she was doing and she said probably staying at the house unless I find something to do but she said she'd text Ime if she went somewhere.