"not guilty" announced the judge.
It took every part of me not to fall to my knees and start balling. That bastard was getting away with it. He raped me and walks away like nothing happened. My mom grabbed me and pulled me into a hug crying. I pushed her off of me and walked out the door. As I got into the back seat of her mini van I crumbled. I layed down in a ball on the seat and cried. She didnt say a word. Just got in the car and drove home. As we pulled up to our little house I slammed the car door and ran to my room. I picked up the brand new razor sitting on my desk. Broke it apart until I broke free a blade. I brought it to my wrist and pushed as hard as I could dragging it towards my elbow. I was ruined. Tainted persay.
"Maybe I deserved it... " I thought to myself. I was 11 years old and I wanted nothing more then to die.
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My Reason
Teen FictionI keep fightng this urge to cry. I have to stay strong not only for me but for my daughter. I dont know what this world has come to... What I have become. But I do know one thing. In my world of utter chaos, in my piviting downward spiral... In my w...
