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"Daddy..."
I was crying so hard.

"Daddy.. ikaw ba yan?"
I never knew what is his face. I never had the chance to see his face until this unbelievable day happens.

We are here in a paradise.
Only me, together with my long lost father.

He just smiled at me. I see longingness in his eyes. My heart faints.

I hugged him tight. Real tight. This is the only chance I got to hug him in my whole life. He hugged me back.

"Dad, matagal ko ng pinapangarap na makasama ka."
I'm smiling like there's no tomorrow. Smiling like an idiot.

I free from the hug, to see and stare at my Father's face.
Then I saw a tear dropped through his eyes, yet I can feel happiness within him.

and suddenly...

HE DISAPPEARED. HE DISAPPEARED RIGHT INFRONT OF ME.
What the hell just happened? Did He really LEFT WITHOUT A WORD. HE DISAPPEARED. HE LEFT.

Without a word.

Without saying any word.

Without a goodbye.

Without an explaination.

I think I deserve a conversation with Him.
B-but why?!

...Now I'm crying loud as loudest. Hard as Hardest.
Ganto pala yung feeling.

Feeling na iwan o mamatayan ng minamahal.

What more pa kung di ka manlang winarningan na mawawala siya?

Ba-b-BAKIT?!
Bakit nangyare to?
Ngayon ko na nga lang siya nakita sa tanang ng buhay ko.
Bakit sandali ko lang siya nakasama?

Ngayon nag iisa nalang ako sa paraisong ito.
Nagluluksa, Malungkot, Nagiisa, Nawawalan ng pagasa...

Di ko man lang naranasan na---

"KAAAAAAAAIIIII" I hear someone's calling me. I start finding the voice.
Her voice is so familiar.

"KAAAAAAAIIII" Saan ba nanggagaling yang boses na yan?
Palinga linga na ako kakatingin sa bawat sulok ng paraisong ito kanina pa ngunit di ko makita kung kanino nanggagaling ang tinig na ito.

And suddenly, the paradise is slowly disappearing....

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" I shouted till at the top of my lungs. I feel tears streaming down my cheeks.

"NOOOOO, PLEASE. ITO NA LANG ALAALA NG DADDY KO.!"
Still its fading. Really fading.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!"
Now its totally gone. ALL GONE.