You Got A Dirty Mouth Mr.Styles

[14] She Gave You Her Blessing

Georgia Rose's POV

I drove to Peaceful Haven Memorial Park, but this time I brought a picnic blanket and basket with the Harry Styles on the passenger seat.

"So you visit her three times every death anniversary?",He asked me.

I nodded,"She told me so before."

When we reached the part where Taranee was, we got down the car and walked to her. We gently placed the blanket and basket beside.

"Hey Tara.",I smiled.

Harry and I ate our sandwiches in silence when he suddenly asked me something.

"Does Taranee have a curly brown hair that falls at her hip? Big baby blue eyes with a hint of silver? pink plump cute lips?"

I nodded, confused to where this is leading.

"How did you know? The pictures I had with her and my family are in my phone, on which you never touched, and in the hallways of our homes where you've never been. Did you hire someone to investigate me?"

"We just asked for your address and nothing else.",Harry shrugged.

"Then how did you know?",I asked, creasing my eyebrows in confusion.

"I dreamt about her last night.",He whispered.

My eyebrows shut up,"What?"

"She was smiling in this blue dress and she looks so beautiful, but then she suddenly frowned. She asked me to tell you to stop blaming yourself. And then she gave me a white rose and disappeared.",Harry said. "What does she mean by you should stop blaming yourself?"

"Are you sure you didn't go and ask someone to investigate my life?",I asked.

He nodded.

I was silent for a minute or two and then muttered,"She gave you her blessing."

"What?",He asked,confused.

"One time, we were talking about death and stuff, that's when she told me that she wants a three day death anniv., I told her jokingly that if she likes a guy for me, visit his dreams, if she think he's my forever, give him a white rose. S-she gave you her blessing,Harry.",I said, blushing and avoiding his gaze.

"Really?"

I nodded.

He smiled widely and then lied down closing his eyes.,"Thank you Taranee.",He whispered.

But then he creased his forehead and frowned. He sat back up and looked at me.

"But what did she meant 'bout you blaming yourself for her death.",He repeated his question awhile ago.

I avoided his stare,"Because I was really the one to blame."

"You can't tell the earth to stop turning, you can't stop death from happening.",He said.

"Well if I went to her first than to that stupid party, I could stop her death from happening.",I muttered angrily.

"Tell me what happened.",He said softly.

I knew I'm going to tell him about it someday.

I took a deep breath and started telling him what happened on that awful day.

"November 06,2011; Andrew and I were still dating. Taranee was in her ballet lessons at night, I was the one assigned to get her while Josh and Philip were in this boys camp and my parents in work. Kamryn texted me that she saw Andrew and Stella snogging on some jock,named Daniel's party. I rode a bus to the party and caught them red-handedly making out and grinding. I grabbed Stella's arm and pulled her away Andrew, I slapped her face and kick Andrew's precious. After Andrew recovered, he started yelling foul words at me. And then went to where the Dj wannabe was and grabbed the mike, telling everyone that we were done. Like I was the one who did something bad! I was furious and humiliated. I grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels in the bar of the house and then stormed out. I forgot about everything, and it include my sister, I text her telling her that I was in the park near our house and I was a bit tipsy at that time already. She texted back that she'll ride a bus to where I was. The next was, I got a phone call by her number. But it wasn't her, it was a police officer telling me that the bus she rode...crashed. And because of that, she died."

Harry wept the tears in my eyes and hugged me.

"Shhh nobody knew that would happen."

"And I let it happened.",I sobbed.

"Sshhh Look at me."

I looked at those green eyes of his.

"It wasn't your fault. If it was someone's fault, it would be Andrew and that slut, not you. Taranee want to go to you, it was her decision, but what wasn't her decision was the bus to crash.", He said.

I nodded,"B-but.."

I was about to start and reason out more, but was cut when his lips met mine. I closed my eyes and kissed back. It was, slow and passionate. It was..breathtaking. He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him, my arms snaked to his neck. His tongue asked for entrance on which I gladly gave. Our tongues danced on our connected mouth.

I pulled away after a minute or two, gasping for air. Our foreheads leaning.

"It wasn't your fault.",He whispered.

I nodded.

Was it wrong that when my Parents said that it wasn't my fault, I didn't believe? when Josh and Philip did too, I blocked their words? when Nate and Kamryn told me too, I just brushed it off? But when Harry told me so, I slowly forgave myself and maybe stop blaming myself.

♕Author's Note♔
First Hargeo Kiss♥ okay XD
I can't believe its May! Last vacation month for High Schoolers here. And my birthday is in two weeks time. And Pacquiao-Mayweather fight would be tomorrow.
Lels, nyways, Updated :>

xxbadinfluencexx,signing off.