Were we ever just friends?

Truth

After our little tickle fight, me and Luke insisted that we watch Mean Girls.
Ashton and Michael were collapsed practically on top of each other laughing there heads off at the film.
Calum and Abbie had been slowly getting closer and closer and since they both went to get drinks earlier they both have had a huge grin on there faces, highly suspicious if you ask me.
Luke was staring at the screen with wide eyes, he keeps whispering things in my ear which make me laugh an everyone to glare at an embarrassed me and a smirking Luke.

*LUKE'S POINT OF VIEW" (bet you didn't see this coming :) )

I was having an amazing evening with my friends, plus we were watching mean girls, like come on that's a win, win.

Jess stands up from her position next to me
"Anyone want any snacks?" she Says.
We all simultaneously nod. She lets out a giggle making me smile I just love it when she laughs especially when it's me who made her laugh or even smile. I just want my best friend to be happy.

She bends over to gather her long hair in a messy ponytail on the top of get head and I can't stop my eyes from wondering down to her ass. Gosh Luke what are you doing this is perverted, you shouldn't be checking out your best friend plus you have a frickin hot girlfriend. It's to bad that you have literally no feelings towards the empty shell which is my girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, god she's hot but there's nothing in the inside. It doesn't help that she doesn't like Jess but worse that Jess doesn't like her and for some reason that really matters.

I tear my eyes away from her ass when Abbie gives me an odd look.

"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I state running past Jess and into the kitchen, don't worry I wasn't really going to the toilet I just really want to scare Jessica back from her little prank earlier.

I hide behind the counter and get ready to pounce when I hear her feet padding towards the kitchen. however I stop myself when I hear Abbie.
"Jess hold up, I will help you get snacks."
"Kay" she yells back.
Abbie joins her in the kitchen as she starts to get up on the counter to reach the top shelf. I bite my cheek to suppress a chuckle I use to always make fun of her for that.

"Jess I need to tell you something."

"Shoot."

"It's about..Luke?" She says as it's almost a question.

She needs to talk to Jess about me? What have I done?

"Okay." Jess sits down on the edge of the counter staring intently at Abbie as she clutches the cup she just fetched.

"I think, well I'm not sure but I think he may like you."

Shit. what?

Jessica's eyes widen and her grip on the cup loosens as it slips to the ground with a smash.
Abbie squeals while jumping back which seems to wake Jess up from her trance.

"What?" she gently whispers out.

"Well he was totally checking you out and flirting with you, come on Jess even you have to agree he was."

Jess looks sadly to the ground
"No, he's always like that Abs we are best friends he wasn't flirting. He doesn't see me how I see him." she says sorrowfully.

Wait she looks at me as more then a best friend? my mouth drops to the floor no way on Earth.

I will confess since graduation I have had some odd feeling towards Jess and okay maybe a few dreams? but I had no idea she felt the same way?

"Oh come on Jess I say he likes you for sure! why wouldn't he!"

Jess snorts and looks at the cup remains on the floor.
"Why would he? He is perfect,the way he always blows his hair out of his eyes when he is to lazy to style it. The way he finds anything hilarious. The way his eyes sparkle when he plays music his fingers magically gliding up and down the guitar his angelic voice. the way he wants to cuddle all day but if I was upset he would do anything to cheer me up. He is the only person with the power to get me out of a panic attack. He made me stop cutting when I didn't want to go on. He was my silver-lining. The way his tongue pokes out the side of his mouth when he concentrates. How he is so passionate about everything and how even though people told him his dream was stupid and unrealistic he never once lost hope and look where he is now. They way he is so shy and awkward and gets self continues when he is so beyond perfect that he should be full of confidence. They way millions of girls drool over him but he has never once took advantage over that. The fact that he is famous and he would still drop everything for me. The fact that without him I wouldn't be here and without him I wouldn't be happy." she sighs.
"Compared to all that I'm nothing." she whispers as tears fall from her beautiful blue eyes.

Abbie who is also crying, that makes three of us embarrasses Jess. "you have to get him, you just do."

That shouldn't be too difficult I think she already has me.
She's not nothing and I realise now after what she has just said she's my everything.