LUKE P.O.V
"I can't believe tour starts soon!" Ash yells.
"oh no man, I'm so happy." cal agrees
"Think of how many girls we can hook up with." Michael ponders
"No, not for me man I'm bringing Abbie along."
"Your bringing Abbie? dude you have know her for like a month!" (I skipped forward in time a bit!)
"So, we will have 8 months to get to know each other!" Cal exclaims.
While there discussing plans I sit there chewing on my finger nails, bad habit I do when I'm anxious.
I don't know what to do. I haven't told Elissa a bout tour yet and we leave in less than a month but even worse I haven't told Jess.
I can bring both of them so who do I pick?
It should be easy like Elissa is my girlfriend so I should obviously pick her, however we hardly speak anymore I don't even know why I liked her in the first place she's a complete bitch, plus I'm pretty sure she has cheated on me with multiple guys considering the real reason she got with me is for sex and since I have stopped giving her that she basically doesn't even talk to me. I really should end it with her I just don't have the heart or the balls.
If I take Jessica I risk falling completely in love with her and honestly I'm scared.
I do have feelings for her but tour can get scary I don't want her to get hurt.I'm not even sure if she would come I have been distancing myself from her to keep my feelings as minimal ad possible and in doing so I have received a lot of very pissed off phone calls from her when I stand her up. I just don't know what to do. I do know one thing though it would break my heart to jet off to the other side of the planet and not have her by my side.
"So I have Abbie, Ashton has Esme ( his girl friend), Michael has Anna ( his girlfriend) and that leaves you Luke who are you taking?" Cal addressees me.
"Emm...I'm not sure."
"Dude come on we need to know."
"I can't pick" I say running my hand threw my blonde hair.
"Elissa is your girlfriend." Ashton states.
"I guess I kind of have to take her, but what about Jess are we really just going to leave her she is the only one we aren't taking."
Realisation hits all of there faces, I guess they all forgot about Jess nice.
"Shit, Jess" Cal mutters under his breath.
"What do we do" panic was evident on Michaels face.
"I don't know." I sigh rubbing my temple.
'This is bad, this is very bad how could we forget out little Jess." Ashton frets.
I don't know how could I leave my best friend for a girl I don't even like.
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Were we ever just friends?
FanfictionLuke and Jess have been best friends as long as they can both remember. They share and tell each other everything. Jess has fallen hard for Luke Hemmings but can he only see her as his dorky best friend? When the attractive popular new girl Elissa c...
