Part 12--*ALSO SOPHIE'S POV*

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While I'm storming out, I see Keefe.

Keefe.

Relief floods me.

Finally, someone I can talk to.

But when I get closer, I see that Keefe is with a girl.

Making out.

Even more tears are streaming down my face and I instantly forget about Fitz.

My Keefe.

I just.... can't.

I'm done with this.

I'm leaving and I'm not looking back.


"Don't wanna live as an untold story

Rather go out in a blaze of glory
I can't hear you, I don't fear you
I'll live now 'cause the bad die last
Dodging bullets with your broken past
Well, I can't hear you, I don't fear you now
Wrapped in your regret
What a waste of blood and sweat
Oh oh-oh
I wanna taste love and pain
Wanna feel pride and shame
I don't wanna take my time
Don't wanna waste one line
I wanna live better days
Never look back and say
It could have been me
It could have been me, yeah
Don't wanna wake up on a Monday morning
The thought of work's gettin' my skin crawlin'
I can't fear you, I don't hear you now
Wrapped in your regret
What a waste of blood and sweat
Oh oh-oh
I wanna taste love and pain (I wanna taste love)
Wanna feel pride and shame
I don't wanna take my time (no)
Don't wanna waste one line (hey)
I wanna live better days (better days)
Never look back and say
Could have been me (It could have been me)
It could have been me (it could have been me)
I wanna taste love and pain (I wanna taste love and pain)
Wanna feel pride and shame (wanna feel pride and shame)
Don't wanna take my time (I don't wanna waste my time)
Don't wanna waste one line (don't wanna waste one line)
I wanna live better days
Never look back and say
It could have been me
Oh, it could have been me
It could have been me,"
I whisper-sing.


"Goodbye forever," I whisper before turning my back on Keefe and the other girl.



I'm going to my safe place. 

I grab some blankets and a pillow from my foster family's house.

I set up camp among the flowers.

I check my phone for any notifications but turn off the tracker inside of it.


&LordHunkyhair Me and my new girl!

$MissyStaar$ Aww thanks sweetie!

.fangirl. BLEGH you and the Moonlark are WAAAAAAAY better

#hiitsme Nahh Missy's prettier

.fangirl. I'm blocking u



I drain my battery Googling pictures of Missy Staar.

Blonde hair, blue eyes, skinny waist. 


I sing myself a lullaby.


"You want the girl with the small waist

And the perfect smile
Someone who's out every week day
In her dad's new car
You tell me I shouldn't stress out
Say it's not that hard
But I just got a feelin'
This'll leave an ugly scar
If you say she's nothing to worry about
Then why'd you close your eyes when you said it out loud?
Stupid boy makin' me so sad
Didn't think you could change this fast
She's got everything that I don't have
How could I ever compete with that?
I know you'll go and change your mind
One day wake up and be bored with mine
She's got everything that I don't have
And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be so bad
So bad
She's got everything that I don't have, mm
You want someone you can show off
Whenever you go out
She'll wear a tight mini black dress
With all her friends around
And then you'll probably spend the night at
Her nice big house
And by then, I'll just be someone
You've forgotten about, oh
If you say she's nothing to worry about
Then why'd you close your eyes when you said it out loud?
Stupid boy makin' me so sad
Didn't think you could change this fast
She's got everything that I don't have
How could I ever compete with that?
I know you'll go and change your mind
One day wake up and be bored with mine
She's got everything that I don't have
And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be so bad
So bad
She's got everything that I don't have
And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be
Ooh (ooh)
(Ooh)
She's all I wanna be so bad
(Ooh)
Oh (ooh)
Stupid boy makin' me so sad
Didn't think it would hurt this bad
She's got everything that I don't have
How could I ever compete with that?
I know you'll go and change your mind
One day wake up and be bored with mine
She's got everything that I don't have
And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be so bad
All I wanna be so bad
She's got everything that I don't have
And she's all I wanna be
All I wanna be so bad,"


Next thing I know, it's morning.




Rebel Sophie Foster or rebel Biana Vacker?


Rebel Biana for me.



|xoxo|

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