Secret Owlet(Toh agere)

¹²Confession

I look down to see what king is talking about and my eyes go wide in fear and shock, I still have my paci clipped to my hoodie, I can feel my self breathing faster and the room starts to spin I can feel tears quickly streaming down my face before I know it in on the floor having a panic attack mumbling apologys and pleading them not to leave me

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Amitys Pov
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Before I even knew what was going on luz was on the floor panicking Eda and I rushed king out of the room before going to luz trying to calm her down I feel like crying seeing her in this state, I can hear her mumbling something but I can't quite make out what she's saying, I look around trying to find something to help calm her I look down at her and see a rather large pacifier hanging from her hoodie I can only guess that it was made for older people I look back up at her sobbing and i slowly pick up the pacifier and slip it into her mouth hoping that it will help her calm down, not long after I put the pacifier in her mouth her sobs slow, I look at eda "ms.eda, could-could we be alone? I think Luz and I have some stuff to talk about" eda nods before getting up and leaving the room thankfully she shuts the door behind her I look back at luz and she's still crying a bit but she's curled herself up into a little ball, I slowly put my hand on her shoulder, "luz? Can you tell me what's wrong?" I can feel her take a deep breath before looking up at me

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Luzs Pov
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I take a deep breath before sitting up right to look at amity as I sit up I pull the pacifier out of my mouth "you weren't supposed to know about this or find out this way" amity looks at me confused "find out about what luz?" I sigh and stand up I go to my closet and grab my box then bring it to where amity is sitting I sit down in front of her and put the box in her lap, she opens the box and she just seems to get even more confused " luz, I don't understand" I unclip the pacifier from my hoodie and lightly place it in the box "when I came to the boiling isles I was so happy, I dreamed of a place like this but the real boiling isles wassss, a bit more traumatizing then I thought it would be when I told eda I wanted to stay, so I went looking for ways to cope and came across age regression" I motioned towards the box " that's all the stuff I use when I'm age regressed or some other words for it little or in little space" I watch amity for any sign of anger or irritation, but instead a smiles spreads across her face "why didn't you tell me sooner luz?" I shrugged and looked down at my lap " I don't know I guess I didn't want you to think differently of me or uhm" I pause and try not to cry before mumbling then end of my sentence "or leave me" suddenly amity hugs me "oh sweet potato I wouldn't leave you over something that Helps you" I smile and hug her back after we break our hug I put the lid back on the box "oh there's one more thing" amity smiles and takes the box and puts it in the closet for me "uhm sometimes littles like me age regress young enough that they need a caregiver" amity nods waiting for me to go on "and I was wondering maybe now that you know" I pause again afraid to ask amity comes over to me and grabs my hand and smiles at me "are you asking me to be your caregiver sweet potato?" I nod and look at her hopeful amity giggles before nodding "of course I'll be your caregiver luz!" I smile and hug her "Yay thank you!"

Word count:695

A/n: okay that's a wrap for this book<3 I hope you all enjoyed it thank you for reading