Her Second Confidant || Alexi Smut Oneshot

Tired Eyes

"Studying without rest again Alexi?" You said with contempt towards Alexi, the despair in your gaze is evident albeit Alexi pays no attention at all.

"Yes, get out.. you're noisy." Alexi replies without regard and faces the other way, trying to ignore you.

"Hey.. you know what, go to hell Alexi!" You exclaimed right at her face — Alexi loudly closed the book she was reading and she glared at you menacingly.. it's as if a storm is welling up inside, it was your intention to get her attention but not like this.. but to your surprise she sighs and her glares turns into a look like she was bored of you.

"Do you really have to bother me everyday? Things are better when you aren't around really.." Alexi remarks with a very intemidating tone yet it's also filled with apathy.

"Hey if I bother you everyday then you'd have no choice but to answer my question!" You said proudly whilst putting up 2 fingers from your left arm, but wonders.. what is that 'question' that you seek an answer for?

Alexi audibly groans in anger, again she puts down the book she's reading.

"Ugh.. Do you even know how many days you've been asking me?"
Alexi takes another looks at you, you slowly put down your arm and the smile on your face fades to a neutral face — You take a deep breath and sighed, slowly folding you legs to reach Alexi (she's in a sitting position)

"Well, I'm guessing it's been 331 empty years since.." You calmly said in front of Alexi, she backs off slightly and looks at you once again but this time with a sliver of sadness within her eyes.

"You were born on the same day he was taken away from me.." Alexi vents.

"But way I see it you're just wishing for the same thing over and over again y'know, you change your ways, but he never comes back at all.. Don't you think it's a waste of time?" You couldn't see Alexi's venting and answered immediately from your heart, not giving a speck of care about Alexi yet you don't understand why Alexi wishes for 'him' ever so endlessy

"It isn't always like that, I've graduated from crying about him everyday.. there's only a speck of sadness left and a lot of anger — someday I want to destroy the Lunarians, I don't care if you don't give a fuck.. okay..?" Alexi explains and somehow the f-bomb surprised you, she had a more disgruntled look on her face

"You'll die alone like shit if you think that way. You can never do it all by yourself.." You growled and Alexi immediately got up with a glare in her eyes, you readied yourself but Alexi only brought along her book and walked out of the room.

"I don't need anyone to help me in what I want.. especially you" Alexi took one glance back..

you desperately went after her and grabbed her hand.

"No way! You're useless when you're all by yourself.. look at you! You're just a damn nerd with no life! The Lunarians aren't even that important — what's important is you!!" Your heart erupted, and many words fell from your mouth, Alexi only took a good look before finally gently swiping your hand away from her wrist

She adamantly walked away from you with her head down.

"..no thank you" were the only words she uttered

You tried to find her but she was nowhere in sight, up the hill, all over the school, you even asked Euclase but it was all for naught..

When you finally thought of giving up you thought of the only place where you haven't looked.. the beach or even th shores or water

The sun was setting and you quickly rushed over there to try to find Alexi, you held your hopes for her and finally..

There she was, the crystalline light illuminated where she was — she submerged half of herself in the water, you couldn't discern her expression but she was definetely unhappy..

Walking over to her you lowered yourself to her height.

"Hey.. Why would you hide from me here..? Can't you just accept me..?" You calmly said, Alexi only looked at you and you thought that she would have somekind of reply but there was only utter silence that enveloped both of you

Having worn yourself out, you looked up to the sky and realized that it's dark now.. you got up and turned around but that's when you heard splashes, turning around Alexi peered her head with a distasteful look on her face.

"What's in it for me..?" She finally responded so you came back to her and to the position you were and sat on the sand.

"If you don't have anymore meaning in life because he was taken.." You paused briefly, Alexi held her head up more

"..then let me be the meaning to your life.."  you said sincerly whilst holding your hand out to her.. a few moments of silence once again, but finally Alexi arose from the waters and walked to you..

She looked weary, her eyes looked tired and thus it's as if she tripped and she fell on you.

"You're stupid.. but," You held Alexi in your arms as she looked up to you

"..i'll trust you" Alexi wrapped her arms tightly around you, you felt so much relief and somehow you knew everything would be okay now.

"I'm sorry.." After you said she immediately pinned you, her hair gradually turning red.. she looked at you with such eyes that you couldn't describe it..

"That's what you always say at the end of the day.. you're useless like me" She breathed heavily as she held your wrist down with her hands.

"Haha.. I guess we're in the same both are we?" You giggled in such situation but Alexi got close and whispered.

"I wonder.. how you taste.." Her words sounded lacking and by that time her hair turned fully red.

"Alexi..?" You started to worry but as you said that she digged her nails like claws deep in your wrist

You groaned but she looked drunk, her crystalline glow was replaced with a crimson light — her hair was over your body and Alexi greedily tasted you

"Shut up.. I'm so done with you, just.. please let me feel this satisfaction.. like how he lets me feel it, okay? Chrysoberyl"

Chrysoberyl..? That doesn't seem right.. What is she talking about..

"It's been so lonely without you.. I feel so needy and useless okay? So please.. you're all mine tonight.."

Does she think.. that you're Chrysoberyl? Or is out of her mind..?

"A-alexi..? Is this really okay..?" You tried to speak to her but all she responded it was a crazed look

She caressed your cheek and licked your neck..

"Only this time.. okay?" She sweetly says are strips you and presses her lips against yours.

She strokes you whilst also slobbering all over your chest.

"A-alexi.." your mind was slowly turning into mush..

"Say.. fall into temptation with me.." She said crazily as she strokes you faster after finally stopping for a while she looked at your hypnotized eyes — looking all aroused

"You're all mine, okay?" She claims you as she.. puts your gemstick inside her.. and rides you with a madly stricken look on her eyes

"A-Alexi~!" You tried to call out to her but she only huffs and holds your cheek with no response.

The feeling overwhelms you yet you can't resist her..

"N-no! We c-can't.." it was all for naught, your voice was too weak to reach her as she continued to claim you

Was this your wish?
Your wish to help Alexi live her life?
Only you truly understood her pain.
Of losing the one that mattered to him the most.

Would you be willing?
To be..
Her Second Confidant?

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