I'm trying
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I'm trying to be alright.
To feel the right things.
To get my life together.
To finish my driving license.
To be motivated for school.
To be a good person.
To socialize.
To be the person everybody wants me to be.
I'm trying to not self harm.
I'm trying to not fall in depressive thoughts.
I'm trying to not think about suicide every single fucking day.
I'm trying to not freak out about every little shit.
I'm trying to not give up.
I'm trying to not be the mess I am.
I'm trying.
Really.
But it's so damn hard to.
And it's so fucking exhausting.
I don't know for how much longer I can keep going.
But I'm trying.
Maybe they don't win.
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roses have dorns too
Poetryjust a few poems I wrote while trying to deal with me emotions and the things inside me and I mean this the poetical way, not the smut one :) anyway, since those are specifically about negitve emotions, it can trigger people so please be careful. k...
