CHAPTER- 30.1 (S-1)

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Author's POV:

Jungkook approached the doctor before anyone could.

(Side step right left to my beat.)

"H-How is she? Tell me she's fine, tell me she has made it, please." Jungkook approached the doctor.

Doctor had an apologetic face.

"I-I am sorry, Mr. Jeon. Mrs. Jeon couldn't make it." Doctor spoke.

"W-What? Tell me you're lying. Tell me you're joking. S-She's fine. You're lying." Jungkook grabbed the doctor's collar in anger.

Jin held him back not to cause any scene.

"Jungkook, you go and see her. We will talk to the doctor." Jin suggested.

Nodding, he walked into the room to see her pale figure lying on the bed, no movements, no talking, not even breathing.

His heart broke into pieces when he saw her.

Y/n.

Walking in slowly, he kneeled beside her.

"Baby, y-you are fine, right? You-You will be with me, right? Wake up, honey. Don't leave me alone. I-I can't live here without you." He sobbed holding her hand.

"I-I was bad, I agree. I was a complete jerk, I-I agree. But, please don't leave me. I-I will change myself for you. I-I love you, Y/n-ahh. You know, I love you a lot, more than anyone. I am sorry." He sobbed as tears flowed down his eyes.

"Y-You said y-you love me, right? Th-Then y-you s-should not leave me. P-Please don't leave me." He cried.

No one thought to stop him, soothe him, comfort him, they themselves are broken hearing the news of her death.

Doctor explained to them, "She was on drugs which made her organs weak and she lost a lot of blood, her body might have had headaches, a depressed feeling when she isn't on the drug. We tried to save her, we're sorry things went out of hand."

Funeral.

Jungkook was heart broken. He lost her, he was late. But, he had his issues, trust issues.

People were coming and going, his hyungs tried to assure him, but none of it worked. He is broken from inside and out. He became more distant.

"Jungkook, it's enough, let's go. I want you to meet a person." Jimin spoke as he saw Jungkook who was sitting near Y/n's grave with a pale figure and stern gaze.

He's angry. Jimin sighed.

Eyes red, puffy and teary, wearing black, Jungkook tried not to argue, he was tired, hella tired of everything and everyone.

Jungkook tried to kill himself the next day, but Jin caught him.

Flashback.

"I'm coming, baby." Jungkook smiled sickly as he held the blade against his left wrist.

"What the fuck you're doing, Jungkook?" Jin spoke as he snatched the blade.

"H-Hyung?" Tears escaped Jungkook's eyes. His eyes were tired, he was tired, he just felt himself as the fool, fool who didn't believe her when she screamed her lungs out saying she wasn't the one, saying she loves him. A fool in the end.

"What're you trying to do? Huh? Trying to kill yourself? Suicide?" Jin hugged him. Jin was devastated, he was sad that he lost his sister.

"Y/n could have done the same, Jungkook. She may try, but she lived, she overcame, she fought. She'd be sad to hear that you tried to kill yourself, please don't do that." He patted his back, receiving a nod from Jungkook. 

"I-I will not." Jungkook spoke, hugging Jin.

End of the flashback.

A small kid came near the grave wearing black clothes.

"Hmm, Y/n. So, she left you alone?" The kid spoke as he saw the cemetery.

Jungkook just hummed as he gaped at the name. "Jeon Y/n"

"Promise me that you will be happy." Y/n spoke while eating ice cream.

"I promise." Jungkook pecked her cheek.

"Who're you to her?" The kid asked.

"Her love?" Jungkook spoke.

"Jeon Jungkook? Is that your name, mister?" The kid asked.

Jungkook hummed, not wanting to speak anything.

"You seem sick, sir. Why don't you go and rest? I will take care of everything." The kid smiled while gaping at Jungkook.

"I can't." Jungkook answered.

"You think I am a kid too, right?" The kid asked as he gaped at the grave.

"You're a kid. Go to your parents, you may get lost." Jungkook warned him.

"My mama died recently, so technically I have no parents now, kid." The kid spoke coldly.

"I am not a kid, kid." Jungkook spoke.

"But, you seem like a kid. Your kids would love you to call you kid, kid." The kid spoke while gaping at him.

"My daughter died. So, technically I have no kids, kid." Jungkook argued back.

"I'm sorry about that, kid." The kid spoke gloomily.

"Don't call me kid, kid." Jungkook spoke.

"I will-" The kid was cut off by a screech.

"Seol-ahhh, come here. Mochi uncle is calling you." A person screeched.

"Coming." Seol spoke gloomily.

"My name's Seol. My mama told me that it's bad if you know other people and won't introduce yourself to them. I know you as I had seen you on the television, but my mama turned it off when I was watching you. Saying some lame thing as en excuse." Seol stood up.

"I have to say, you're cool. I'm sorry for my mother's death." He patted Jungkook's shoulder with a small smile.

"Please take care of yourself, sir. I will get going." He smiled as he walked away, Jungkook gaped at his leaving figure.

Suddenly Seol turned back and waved.

"Nice meeting you, Jeon Jungkook." Seol waved with a smile.

And, he ran away.
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