Since that day, Big always asked me to go out with him and I will always refused. But he didn't gave up. He kept asking until one day I agreed to go out with him. It's because I'm too lazy to give him excuses anymore.
Almost three months Big and I known each other, he suddenly asked me to be his boyfriend and told me that he really like me. Of course I didn't accept him right away.
"Can you give me some times to think?"
"Take your time. I'll wait."
I am still not ready to be in a relationship yet. Yes. Months passed but I'm still couldn't open my heart for someone else. Big is a good guy. For the pass three months I know him, he isn't the type of person that likes to force someone or doing bad things. He's a sweet guy. Funny.
The problem is me.
One day he took me out for dinner. All is good not until he suddenly gave me a bouquet of red roses. My mood suddenly down. I don't know why the roses really got me angry. I hate seeing them. Maybe because Pol used to give them alot to me. I yelled at Big and threw the roses Infront of him.
"If you really don't want me to be your boyfriend, it's okay! But can you please don't embarrass me Infront of the public?", Big said. I can see how hurt he was.
I didn't said anything and leave him there. Since that day, he never called or texted me anymore. I was waiting for one but it never happened. I have a thought to text him first but I don't have the guts.
Did he really angry with me? Gosh! I shouldn't mad at him at the first place.
I was resting at the sofa in the living room. Tay come and talked to me.
"Arm. I met Big yesterday."
My heart suddenly beating fast when I heard his name. Why I am suddenly nervous?
"So?"
I show no interest but my heart really want to hear about him. Tay was getting ready because Time wanted to take him out.
"I may be coming home late or not coming at all. I'll inform you if I'm staying at Time's room tonight."
I just nodded. Tay head out as he said Time already waiting for him downstairs.
Suddenly my phone buzzed.
'Hye Arm. Tay told me everything. I know why you don't like roses. I understand. I'm sorry na.'
'It's okay. It's my fault anyway.'
'Are you free right now? Can I see you? At your place would do.'
I agreed. Big told me he will be arrive in 10 minutes. I wait for him downstairs. After few minutes of waiting I saw his car coming and stop right Infront of me. He come out from the car with a warm smile on his face.
"How are you?", the first thing he asked.
"I'm okay."
"Good."
Silent. It's been a long time since we haven't met and it feels awkward.
"I'm sorry..." We're both said the same thing together. Both of us looked at each other.
Chuckled.
"Arm."
"Huh?"
"I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry too. I know I shouldn't be mad at you. It's not your fault anyway. You clearly didn't know anything."
Big nodded. He smiled at me. This guy. Doesn't he have any problems in his life? Always smiling.
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Rest In Peace, My Love (PolArm/BigArm)
Fanfiction"Are you single?"- Pol "Do you like me?" - Arm "Yes. Can I hit you?" - Pol "So straightforward." - Arm °°°°° "I wish that you will find someone better." - Pol "You liar! Bastard! I hate you." - Arm. °°°°° "Don't cry tee rak." - Big "I'm sorry Big."...